Thursday, December 31, 2009

last year.
how was it goin..?
urm..
listen..
* ouh yaa..
both song are in chipmunk version..
hahhaa...


Kiis Me Honey - Hanya Kamu

aku selalu nyatakan padamu
aku cinta padamu
tak pernah ku terniat
untuk menduakan dirimu

sayangku kepadamu
bak luas langit nan biru
izinkan diriku
tuk menebus kesilapan yang lalu

when i close my eyes
u always in my mind
i wish my dream comes true
to be wit u

oh kasih maafkanlah aku
kau umpama bintang di angkasa
yang bersinar hanya untukku

hanya kamu hanya satu
di dalam hatiku ini
tiada yg lain

hanya kamu.




Kiis Me Honey - Bitter Farewell

we had a fight that day
surrounded by a murky starlight
u ripped my heart away
why must u ran away

im hoping on ur faith
to claim the love that u had break
why did u leave me
cuz i cant let u free

come back to me
give me all all ur misery
this bitter farewell
its all about love tragedy




this new year.
how is it will goin..?
still da same thing..??
still lying on da ground n watching at da same star..


01.01.10

need to change..
new life , n still the old love..
hehe..





p/s :

those song i wrote juz for her
n to tell her that i still love her n cant let her go
boleh tak??
thx to my boys cuz play the song eventho tak siap sgttt

♥♥♥

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Away~~

i am so bzz rite now..
fucking tired n luv it..
practikal mode....
urm..
nop..
working mode..
yeah..
fast game team..fast game..
18 days to go..
this is the tym..


to leave them behind.

am i running away..??
hurm..



p/s:

eventho ppl always run away from me..
i dont like running away..
so tired lah..
urm..
am i running away..?

Monday, December 07, 2009

December

well..
it's december already..
urm..
12..
December.
12.12..

5 days more to go..
its almost a year.
but i still cant forget this date.


12/12/08

kau beri rasa yg berbeda
mungkin ku salah
mengertikannya yang ku rasa cinta


ouh..
i still can see me stood under a street light.
surrounded by a murky starlight.
n we had a fight that day.
i tried to talk to u slowly n careful as i can.
so i wont hurt u wit my words cuz i really need u n im sooo in love wit u.
i still remember the conversation between us.
n it's not juz about us.

1st tym i heard u cry.
1st tym u yelled at me.
n 1st tym u really mad at me.

pernah ada rasa cinta
antara kita kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun bayangmu slalu ada dalam setiap langkahku

im so sad.
n im crying too..
cuz im so intoo u n i love u wit full of my heart,.

untill now ..



p/s :

mengape tuhan jadikan kita hanya dengan satu hati..?





Wednesday, November 25, 2009

cepu cemas.

Soalan cepu cemass...



Who is getting on your nerves right now?
-

urmm..
i still confius bout this question since last year..
ade 2 answers jep bile aku tanye member².
but i still dont got it.




ouh.
forget it.
btw .
baru² ni..
bukan baru laa.
dlm 3 weeks nih..
bile i nek kete jep ngan membe²..
slalu i nek kete sume ngan racer² en..
bile dyorg speeding nak mampos...
tetibe i terasa takot plak.
tatau nape...
selame ni ok jep..
syok bile mencelah² di traffic en..
tp tu laaa..
this lately cemas semacam jep..haaa..


semalam i titon ngan kwn i sorg nih..
lame da ta jumpe dye...
so ktorg sembang² la pasal keje n sume² tu..
then tetibe dye ckp kt i..
if nk bercinta.
sediakan rakit cinta.. <--- cannot go.
so nnt tak hanyuuttt.. haaaaaa..tau lah tgh in love en dye tu..
tu bg dye laaa..
bg i..
sediakan kapal selam.
walau badai ribut melandaa..
still saveee..... lg selamaaaaaaaattttttt.........
sambil menyelam.. minum airrr~~

ouh²..
smlm.. before i went to sleeppp..
i penat , lemau sume² tu en.
n i really need to talk wit sum1..
kwn² i sume da titon..
so..
i check my contact list...
cari laaa num sape² yg i nk kacau...
hurm..
cam xde sape jepp nk call..
cuz byk da contact num yg i blacklist kn..
maksud blacklist tuu bukan nye mean cam musuh².
tp mean " hak milik org len " .. hehu...
tak paham g mamposs..
then i found this 1 num..
i knal dye..dye knal i..
&& i tau story² pasal dye skett² n same goes to her...
dye pom student at puncak gak..tp ta pnaa lepak..
yelaa..student acc en...ahuhu..
so i call dye..hahha..
she's so sengalll..
dye tanye nape i call dye..
i ckp..
" anggap this is like foreign to foreign conversation. "
kind of syok weyh..
korg bley cerita everything kt foreigner..
dyorg juz buat² paham jep..
tu la salah satu redakan tekanan..
hahaha..

byk da merepek nih..
daaa~~


p/s:

sy kegemukan.




Saturday, November 21, 2009

Kejutan O_o

im totally terkejut.
ini adalah jeritan terkejut yg terkumpul bg minggu ini..


Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghhhhhhhhhhhh..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and ini kejutan untuk hari ni yg byk gak terkejut la sy..


Huuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Byk nye kejutan mnggu nihh..haih -.-"
tatau nk cite yg mane satu cuz its all full wit controversi n byk ' things ' yg terbang....

story nya~~

Tadi g tgk bola kt artamas square nun...
tym tgh park kete..
tetibe ade kete buat gangster plak nk parking skali ngan kitorg..
siot jep..
pastu mamat dlm tu usha² panas plak..
then i kuar la dari kte..
pastu tetibe ade org pggl name sy..
sy pom pandanglahh..
wahhhhh<--- kejutan pertama..
rupanya yg pggl sy itu BOB..kwn abg sy..lame ta jumpe dye.
patut la park kete pom cam gangster..da mmg gangster pom..
hehuuuuuu...n berat badan dye semakin..
terbang tinggi<--- terbangan pertama.
then tgk la vola..
arsenal vs sunderland..
waaaahhhhhhh.........<-- kejutan kedua..
arsenal kalah...ahahhahahhahaha..
arsenal terbang ke bawah carta <-- terbangan dua..
pastu Man U plak lawan..
hehoheho <--- kejutan ketiga..x terkejut sgt laa..
Man u menang dowh..
Man U dpt terbang ke atas carta <--terbangan ketiga..

cerita tambahan..

td pkey g bli kad uno tym tgk vola tuh..
huiihh..
da lupe da cane men uno tu..
last men pom tym darjah 6..
hahaha..sokay..so blaja men lg skali..
byk gak la menang...
pasni nak men kad happy family plak nxt tym lepak..hahhaa...
suggestion nnt nak try tuka style plak..
tym lepak tanak men card cam org len,,
kitorg nak men dam ular...
lg syyyoookkk~~~~~~~ hehu...
ok...

kejutan yg sebenar...
jerit jap....

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh........??????!!!!!!!!

lepas sampai umah lepas abes tgk vola td..
kwn i yg bffffffff tu ade call..
dye nak pinjam acc facebook jap..
dye ckp nk buat pe tah..
dye nk tgk profile sorg girl camtu kot..
tp dye ta cite lg hal sebenar kat i...
sokay la en..
then i feel cam sumtin yg tak kena..
so i on9 la jap..
i tgk la profile kwn i tuh...

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&....
ini kejutan keempat..
kejutan agak maut la jugak...

Huaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......................ahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhahahahah.......................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt terkejut na mapos..
tp ta mampos sgt la sbb cam da expect bende ni dari awal en..
rupe² nye dlm hati ada cinta gitu..
then sbb terkejut sgt..
i trus update blog nih...
ahhahaahhahahha..
sokay la u..
u tak cite lg pom i cam da dpt tau daaa..
haaaaaaaaa.......................


" bila kita tutup mata kasar , mata hati akan terbuka..
bila mata hati suda terbuka..
semua yang mata kasar tak nampak akan kita nampak.. "


p/s :

ouh ya
lupa pule terbangan yg keempat
terbangan yg paling tinggi sekali tuu
sampai boleh capai bulan dan bintang
tinggi tuu
kan deana kan
hehe

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Ada apa dengan nama o0o

Haih..
Im so tired..
But..
Im happy cuz i got a lot of knowledge and also new NICKNAMES.
The names that given to me are so irretating but .. i'd learn to like it.n day by day.i can accept it.

Jak

Jak is given to me by Abg Baq - U - the low profile pro cam man.
He is so nice n byk pot pet pot pet to us.
He called me Jak cuz its hard for him to call me ja'a. -.-' pe yg susahnye aku pom tatau.
I dun like people call me Jak cuz 1 of my fren yang totally busuk call me by that name also.
I always avoid him.but he is my classmate btw..taaaakk elooook~ ckp dye busuk.

Jason

Jason plak..
haih.
sounds like so crist u kno.
i kind of hate it.
but..
accept je la..
Jason is given to me by Abg Lan - the boom man.
he's sooo kering and looks like batang boom also..hehehe..
gile Abg Lan tuh..
He called me by that name cuz he forgot my name and juz remeber the word J.
and gave the " crist sounds like " name to my bff also.
He called fath as Joseph , lan as Gabriel and Helmi as Xavier.
banging kan.
tu tym dye tgh gyle and bengong.

both Jason and Jak are my nicknames while in production.
but in office..
urggh..
eventho that name sounds so cool but i hate it cuz...

Don Sa Le ( Bi )

Don Sa Le and Don Sa Le Bi are stand for ..
urm..
haha.
biar la rahsia..
btw..
i like how its sound eventho the meaning is so humiliating.
Don Sa Le.
agagaga..
bongong dyorg nih


p/s :

cb.
diu.
ham+chan.
ngong.
ngek.
oOo.
t(-.-t)




Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Mes Square

Haih..
da start practikal..
sgt SYOK~~~


byk bende sy blaja even baru 2 hari je kt sane.
syok..
dyorg sume sporting..
termasuk bos² sy..
hehe.
byk ayat baru juga sy blaja..
like menyun , jandal n mcm² lg.
ckp pasal ayat baru blaja..
ahaha..

aritu i ngan cha n pkey g jln² kl...
mule² g mkn kt segambut..
then trus grak artamas..
bosannye~~~
abis satu kl kitorg ronda².
then tym tu kt cheras au..
da nk kuar cheras da nih..
i saw 1 building yg tinggi dari jauh..
kt top of the building ade la signboard building tu..
bercahaye biru.
i nampak cam SOLARIS..
so i cam pelik lah..
i ta pna dgr building name solaris kt ctu..
i tak pandang sekeliling pom.
i pandang je la building tu sampai nk dkat..
sbb i rabun jauh.
nk tau gak en name building tu..
tym nk dkat building tu.
tetibe solaris tu jadi SQUARE.
ouh..teruk gak rabun i nih.
i tatau plak square pe an..
lpas tu..
da dkat..
btul² bawah building tuh..
i nampak MES SQUARE plak.
ouh..
building nih MES SQUARE..
i sebut la kuat² n tanye kwn² i tu building ape.
then dyorg gelak cam nak mampos..
dyorg ckp kuat²..

" TU BUKAN MES SQUARE , TU TIMES SQUARE LA UDANG...!! "

la..
i tgk surround i..
baru i prasan da sampai simpang besar times square..
i tgk blk btul² building tu..
rupe²nye huruf TI dye tak berlampu.
rosak..
ngok.
pastu i maki la tyms square tu..
siot..
rabun rupenya.ahuhuhuu..


Mes square = Times square
Menyun = Menyundal
Jandal = Jantan Sundal.




p/s :

bahasa menunjukkan bangsa.
budi bahasa budaya kita.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

SHOES.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear my lovly fucking shit.


U know it rite.
every1 hv their own shoes.
me also hv my own shoes.
n need to take gud care of it.
dun mess up wit my shoes.
cuz u kno me rite.


hurm..
like u said.
i knew things.
i knew everything rite..!!

it's not the ' things ' yg berubah.
it's u..
u need to walk back through ur memories..
u'll got it..
or u need me to tell u..?

girl..

plsss..
in ur situation..
i know wut's wrong n wut's rite.
cuz im a boy..!!
u know me well rite..
but u r not listen to me.
listen..
u need to listen carefully..



u know..
u r so damn selfish girl.
cuz of 1 guy.
u changed.
i hate it so much.
u had change a LOT..!!
n its all not worth it.
I REALLY hate it.
wut u got..
wut DID u GOT girl..??!!!!
like u said before..
i KNEW everything.....
YES..
i KNEW EVERYTHING..!!!!!


u NEED to face d fact.
it's not worth for u n ur SHOES..

yeah..
u can say it..
i had change too..
cuz of 1 girl..
but i STIL GOT my shoes on.
cuz im not change into sumthing so DAMN FUCKING SHIT PEOPLE..!!


it is not about u and ur sadness n shoes..
how bout us....
US...!!!
dun u eva think we're not loving u.
oh gosh..
u make me sad..
im afraid things not gonna be the same anymore.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Uhuk

Uhuk..
sbnarnye da lama da nk upload video nih..
tade pe pom..
saje je..

Date - Wed, 22 April 09
Venue - Hartamas Square
Motif - UEFA Final, Man U vs Barca



video

Man Bai ( cannot go )

video

Glory - glory Man U


uhu..
mule2 i ngan alip ( 3rd bro ) n pkey nk g tgk kt AC je..
tp sbb AC tu ramai plak org en n tade tempat na duduk..
that tym i pom call la abg2 i yg lg 2 org tuh..
elok plak dyorg de kt artamas n de seat..
so ktorg pe lg..
trus tembak g hartamas..
ahaha..
da duduk2 tu..
sementera nk tggu game on..
dj bley plak pasang lagu Man U..
so pe lg..
sume org kt square tu nyanyi.( peminat Man U je ea )
lepas tu suansana agak tegang..
then dj pasang lagu Man Bai..
ahahha..
taley blah..
aritu ujan lebat jugak lak en..
dgr la suara2 sumbang kt video tu.
eventho Man U kalah..
haih..
tape la..
asek menang je en..
bg la org len plak..

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Menggapai bintang.

I admit that i still love her and pretending like im so happy without her.

and now..

Im juz lying on the ground looking up to the sky and keep staring at the same star and waiting and waiting and waiting till the seas run dry. I juz can watch. Im totally miss her. Who cares. I dunno lah.



p/s :

Mish u la .nyet

Monday, October 12, 2009

12/10


12
/10
Never - ending date.
Story that never ends.
Always in my
Nice to meet ya.

----------------------------------------------------------

24/10/2008



Still can't forget the way you say goodbye.
nice chat i have wit you.
actually.
it was 12 Oct 2008.
Sunday.
not 10 Oct.
i like you bcoz of the way u are..!

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Perah santan

aritu pegi sunway..
tgk dyorg men snooker..
bosannya~~
ta dapat masuk sbb sy pakai short..
so pe lagi..
jln² la dengan si dia..
kenal kan..


hiding behind my little bag..
dlm tu ade man stuff..
cam purse , rokok , lighter n my phone..
nn dye ckp bag tu cute..
ala..
pic ni ta nampak sgt muke dye..



Ouh..
dye plak men nyorok²..
so ta nampak lg muke dye..
suda gemok la sy..



di sebalik munge² indah..
dye poyo² majuk dengan memalingkan muke..


tym nih tgh menunggu..
ceh..
dyorg tah abis lg mesnookerkan diri..
sian dye pom pnat gak tggu..


Ooops..
haih..
ta nampak lg muke dye..
sape la edit..
so tatau sape an..
biarlah rahsia..
nk tau msg la..
agagagaga...



to deana :

tgk pic last nih..
badan i tuh..
ahaha...
ta buncit ok..



p/s :

buah keranji di atas papan
jangan la nak perasan

Saturday, September 26, 2009

i am a boyman

Sy keliru..
ramai kwn sy ckp..
sy hanya bleh jadi teman kwn special saja..
bawah sket dari taraf boyfrens..

Zzz...
taraf..?!

mengapa hek..?
sy hanya layak menjadi teman special je..?
means mcm kwn gay dyorg..?
adakah sy ni gay..?

ouh..
kerna..

sy diberitahu..
sy seorang tiada perasaan..
sy jual mahal..
sy hanya mampu jadi kwn baik je...


takpe la weyh..
ade aku kesah..?
cak cak cak..
ahahha...


---------------------------------------------

ade hari tu..
sy kenal 2 org..
dalam sebulan tu la..
both kwn baik..
and rapat gak ngan sy
1 of them ade tanye..
camne bley nk kwn ngan dyorg..
i said..
" sbb sesiapa yg i nk kwn , mesti dapat..including u both. "

---------------------------------------------


Im a boy
i live wit my boys
coz they r my life till now

Im a boy
i sing n dance wit my boys
coz they chill my life

Im a boy
I dont talk wit strangers
coz im priceless

Im a man
i care so much bout girl
coz i need a girl


p/s :

i am insan biasa.

Zzz


video


Enjoy this video..
btw..
bukan sy yg ajar eh cucu pak ngah nih.
dye mmg hebat bergojet..
dan mempersembahkan tarian dye kt bajet anak raja baju kunin tu..

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

rasa pedih tak terungkap




Lena Mawarku -
Zip Zieller

Jiwa gundah gulana
takkan mati sengsara
ingin capai kau bunga di syurga
hati kosong berlabuh
dari awalan dulu
jalan gelap kau ku rasa

mungkin cara pengampun
dalam hati yang lumpuh
bebaskan ku dari rakus dosamu
terang sinar mu terik
dalam pedoman diri
rasa pedih tak terungkap

lena mawarku dalam debu
lena mawarku kau ratu

ego lalu berlalu
kerna sifat ku layu
cuba singkap ia kembali darimu
langkah teguh ku longlai
hanya tunggu terlerai
rasa gelap dalam siang tersadai

pergi kau angin lalu
corak satu persatu
biarkan ia dapat kembali darimu
jiwa ronta tersedar
nak hidup dah sudah
hidup kembali cahaya di dada

lena mawarku dalam debu
lena mawarku kau ratu



Semalam tgh sembang - sembang dengan dye..
teringat dkat lagu nih..
byk makne yg mendalam dkt lagu nih..
lirik ni tade kt memane ...
da try cari , tp ta dpt..
so , ade kot silap sket pe yg sy tulis..
hurm...

" Bermatian dan bersushan menjaga
hati setia insan
hutang budinya dibawa mati. "


tuan puteri..
org ckp pape pom..
kwn² u tau sape u kn..
nite..
mimpi indah~


p/s :

hilangkan segala resah
semoga lena mawarku

Monday, September 21, 2009

Raya

For more pic..
usha kt facebook..
hugmeashton@yahoo.com


My Family


Front : Kie my 5th bro , mama , babah n Yol my last bro
Back : Eram my 1st bro , Alip my 3rd bro , me n Adan my 2nd bro.



4 Bahaya - Anak² Razid ( bOtak )


Jaa , Alip , Eram n Adan





Tahun ni ktorg 4 orang jadi kaum kerabat..
hehe..
sume pakai kunin..ahuhu..
my younger brohers plak spoil..
pakai baju wane lain..
sebok jep nk ikut gf memasing..
gelabah je..
both tu anak angkat.!!
ahahaha..
gurau je..
btw..
thx to eram sbb sponsor baju raya n kasut raye n also mlm 1st raye tuu...
wawawa..
Selamat Hari Raye sume
Maaf Ampun dipinta mane yg salah silap sy ea..


p/s :

Raye ni asek teringat dye jep
knal dye tym raye kot hee
rindunye~

Monday, September 07, 2009

If i should die

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
If you hold my hands

Could we stay right there
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry


All this time I've loved you n missed you
you are true peace
makes my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul



The one I've waited for

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

hurm..
ego..
knape ego sgt..?
camne nk describe ego tu..?
camne nk tau ape yg kte buat tu base on ego..?

haih..
$sy ckp..
sy tanak.. ( tp hati mau )
dye bitau sy..
itu ego..
haih..
dye tanye..

" ape soalan yg kau nk tanye if jumpe dye ? "


jika sy jumpe dye..
sy ingin tanye..

  1. awak sehat..?
  2. how's ur life..?
  3. i mish u a lot..do u..? ( ta kan kot..prasan lebih je )
  4. mkn suda..?
  5. camne study..?
  6. ur love story..?
hurm..
byk nye nk tanye..
sy tahan..
tatau knape..
sy bley tahan..
sy telah ajar diri sy untuk menempuh saat seperti itu..
ego ke..?
itu yg sy tatau tu..


18/08 - 1.30 a.m aritu tade keje pegi men drift..
eventho menumpang je.. ( sbb if aku bwk kete tu terbang nnt )
sgt syok..
drift sane..
drift sini..
then..
terbabas..
agak cemas juge..
pokok itu sblah sy saje..
ahahahha..
gyle..
bley mati oouhhh..
seb baek tak cedera pape..
juz jln cam robot sket ah...
ahuhuhu..


hari itu.
sy tgh marah marah kerna ....
at d same tym.
ade org tgh tggu sy..
sy marah marah..
sy g jumpe dye..
sy suruh dye tggu kjap kerna sy nk pegi marah marah..
lpas tu..
sy jumpe org tu blk..
sy masih dlm mood marah marah lg..
dye suruh sy calm down..
thx..
sy dpt control marah sy n trus blah g mkn ..
lepas few days camtu kot..
tgh on call nih.
dye ckp..
dye takut tgk sy marah marah..
dye tamau tgk sy marah marah..
sbb sy bukan seorg yg snang nk marah..
mase tu..
sy rase mcm..
bile sy marah..
sy akan jadi monster yg menakutkan rakyat sekalian..
sy sungguh rasa bersalah sgt..
tp tu lah..
bagi sy tak salah untuk marah marah if bukan salah kte..
org tak sentuh sy..
sy tak sentuh org..
hurm..
well..
sy takut nk tanye lah..
u single..?
ahuhuhuhu...

Saturday, August 01, 2009

change

i ade satu cite dowh..

Ade 2 tears ni mengalir in 1 river..1 tear of gadis n 1 tear of a guy.Nak buat cite , tym tu airmata gadis mengalir kt sblah airmata laki tuh.Then diorg berkenalan lah sesama airmata.Tear of laki tuh tanye lah tear of gadis tu lepas dorg berkenalan..

Laki : Hey..i wonder la..knape u mengalir..mengape menangis..?
Girl : urm..i baru reject sorg guy nih..
Laki : Then..?knape u yg nangis..
Girl : its hard for me la ngeng..Igt snang ke nk reject2 bestfren nih..feel so guilty ok..
Laki : ouh..i tau..ade ke slame ni dye ckp u as his bestfren..?
Girl : u bising ah..u plak ..?mengape menangis..?
Laki : i baru kne reject dgn 1 girl ni yg i rase can perfect my life..
Girl : no wonder u nangis..ni lah laki..takleyh face d fact..u kwn jep la ngan dye..
Laki : u ckp snang ah..bende da takkan same da..sbb i mmg niat nk cinta dye..
Girl : niat u je u pk..niat dye plak u tanak pk..nk jd u nye bestfren..
Laki : ckp la ape pom..i tak tipu diri i..
Girl : i pom tak tipu diri i..i juz cant accept him..dunno y..


end of story.


mlm smlm..
ade org call sy..
dye ckp dye terbace blog sy.
haha..
lawak jep dye..
blog ni mmg untuk dibace lah..
if tak xkan i nk kasi org tgk kot..
hurm..
dye ade cite prob dye kt sy..
so mcm biase..
i kne lah dgr..( aku tade gf lagi jgn korg pggl aku Doc tuuuutt... )
hahaha..


i sembang2 lah dgn dye dlm fon lbih kurg sejam stengah lebih la..
byk kedit dye -.-"
huhu..

syok sembang dgn dye..
story dye same like mine..
cume this tym lain sket..
the other side..
pihak gadis..
dye ckp ... .. . ... ... ... .. .. .. .. .. ... ... .. ... .. mn bla bla bla..

ouh..
i tau..
mmg susah en nk reject seseorg tu..
rase tersepit je..
bitau salah.
tak bitau pom salah..
now i kno her feelin.
so so so sory..
nk buat cane..
kne face the fact..
sbb org tu tak leyh nk face the fact mcm i dulu.
ahaha..
dah in love sgt en..

ble kte tau org tu yg kte cari slame nih
mmg susah nk lepaskan dye

walau pom org tu ckp tidak

kte still go on n try bg segalanya
hoping dye accept the love


hee.
u tayah risau lah.
cume mase je yg jd penghalangnya..
atleast u tak lari dari masalah u..
u brani jumpe dye n face d fact that he love u..
n u plak u juz anggap dye kwn baik..
i da phm both situation da..
this is not love false.
haha...
stop crying ok.
things gonna be ok.
i pray for u..
haih..
u mesti pna dgr org ckp camni en..


' Chillex ah dear.U kan muda lagi.Enjoy ur life.Tayah pikir mende2 tu sume '


Itu lah kata2 yg sering i dengar bile mereka tau i post blog yg patah2 hati n sedih2 nih..
haha..
bile muda je mesti enjoy..
bile enjoy je muda..
tua2 takley enjoy..?
muahahahha..
hurm entahlah..
masa muda mmg fun en..
tp acamne esok luse dah tade..?
hah.?!
tgh2 enjoy tetibe kajong plak en..
hah.?!
itu yg sy tatau tu..

hee..
btw..
thx la honey2 kuh..
ahuhu..
korg mmg fun..
&& fygi..
ex-schoolmate sy tuh hanyalah teman suka duka saja..
dye dah ade boyfie okeh..



"it is da'sweetest tyme when we became frens...but it change when it comes to b a special one..."



p/s :
Laugh love n cry wit all ur heart.
Life doesnt last forever.


Thursday, July 30, 2009

Bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku..?

I juz read my oldest entry that i'd post on 13 Nov 08..
its titled ' Dear Gadis '..
n in that entry stated words that telling her why do i love her..
n then i read all my entries that i'd post bout her n how much i need her..

Wut d hack im telling u guys bout this..

it's bcoz there r 1 fren who is my ex-schoolmate b4 n we're getting closer..
we shared our probs together n try to chill each other..
she'd mention 1 statement that makes me feels so so sakit hati n guilty..

' Boleh ke i caye kat u..?i takot u ja'a yg dulu je '

Yes..
I pon takot if i jaa yg dulu..
im not blaming her if she said like that..
coz i can face the fact n tried to change..

I always walked back through my memories to see wut i'd miss n lost..
I tried to be a better person and it's still not good enough..
not good enough to impress her n everyone that were on my way..
i hurted my self n keep trying till i got wut i want..

then i realize that evrything in this world has its limit..
hurm..



I juz walked back through my memories..
n i hope i'll not do the same mistakes..




p/s :

Not good enough is better than
trying to be so perfect



We live in our own ways

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

hanya kamu

sayangku kepadamu
bak luas langit nan biru
izinkan diriku
tuk menebus kesilapan yang lalu

( this is superb song.Love it~)
Hurm..
My love story almost done..
but i dunno how to end it..
i tot i could meet her..
so i can end up my love story..
but..
like ppl always said..

' we juz can plan it , but God decide it samada it done or not ' ( btul x grammar..?)

Huhu..
entahla..
so..
i hv decided to juz let God do its job..


Im hoping on your faith
to claim the love that you'd break
why did you leave me
coz i can't let u free

(Love this song also~)


Yeah..
Im juz hoping je..
hoping on ur faith n mine..
coz..


Diorang slalu ckp :

1. sudahlah..xyah nk seksa diri lagi..
2. kau sakit² pasal dye buat pe..?ade dye sakit sbb kau..?
3. better u move on jep..
4. aku x paham la ngan kau nih..buang mase je..
5. haha..muke dye cam bdk skola lah..

n Diorg slalu marah :

1. pasni nk kuar ngan kitorg kne bwk girl..
2. better kau couple je ngan ***** tu..nk tggu girl tu buat pe..
3. Aku tanak kau moody n sedih pasal dye..
4. g mampos kau..sepak kang..

Come back to me
give me all your misery
This bitter farewell
its all about Love tragedy

(totally addicted to this song)


to conclude :

Chillex ah guys..
i chose this way..
i kno wut im doing..
hehehe~~
later i tell u guys la bout my study..
almost done dowh..
sokay..
i will find a girl..(really?)
masa je penghalangnya..
wawawawa...
&&..
bout the anguish n miseries thingy..
im not suffer it alone la..
if tak xde la i buat sume² tu..

p/s :
if de jodoh..
xkemane kot..

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Jangan lah

Bukan sume bende perlu kita bagitau..
and bukan sume bende kite perlu tau..

but..
Be careful..

Once aku tau bende yg tak patut n aku tak nak tau..
Anything aku can do..
Lautan yang tenang jgn disangka teda buaya..
Jangan ingat kami bodoh..

Jangan pernah lupa kata - kata korg..
Aku pegang sume yang korg kata..
Budak baru belajar..
Belum khatam jgn berani cabar guru..


:)


p/s :

Kerna pulut santan binasa
Kerna mulut hidup sengsara

Monday, July 13, 2009

Saya suda senior weyh..hahah..


" Damak , panggil sy Damak "




Hee...
sgt syok this week..
jadi fasi for my new juniors..
wawawa...

geli weyh tym dyorg pggl aku abg damak..
haha...

" A'kum Abg Damak ♥ nak sain~~ "

hahahhahaha..
sengal...



Wednesday, July 08, 2009

tak sangka..

Tidak pernah ku sangka..
rupanya kau lebih ku cinta..
dari hati yang putih..
ku hadir untukmu sayang..


haha~~

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Ahhhh...

Im so sad n hurt when i heard u said like that..
I cant accept that u r not understand yet the way i am..

Hey..

Why u guys still dont believe me..
Ouh ok..
Cause i neva ask for it..

I know..

A boy like me wont be take seriously..
Sumtimes i act like a fool coz im ufudangfang rite..
Dont u dare to think like i am..
Im mental disorder ( btul x spelling? ) n laugh a lot..
They tot im happy..
but..
Im juz R n R..
haha..
vodo..


p/s :

I'd promise n i still keep it..
What a fool..
so pathetic..

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Tagged by bdk PMR ~ amelia xp

hurm..
currently not in d mood..
err.
haha..
gyle xley control ah..
so malas nk update merepek².
hihi..
chill jap..
lepas gyle da kurg sket..
baru bley menulis kot..
wawawawa..





1 . What have you been doing recently?
geylong besame rakan²...tralalalala~~

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
err..batt kong kire skali tak..?

3 . What happened at 10am today?
sesi luahan perasaan...

4 . When did your last cry?
baru je td..saket perot dowh..kuar air mate sket..

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
YES! both!

6 . What do you want in life now?
tyms..

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
if ade bawak pon tak pakai sgt gak kekdg..haha..syok mandi ujan...

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed?
manja²~

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
putih line merah.

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
cita dye inbox sy empty la~

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
try ah..syok weyh..

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
kasut..ganjeng alip abgku punye..hahaha..

13. What was the last movie you caught?
entah..

14. What are you proud of?
banyak nok~ espesially my friendships..

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
entah..byk sgt la nyanyi kuat²..tiap² plak tu..

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Mohd Azhar

18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
weyh.nt aku nk grk s.alm aku roger korg.pape info aku noh.

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?
u spin my head right round right round when u go down 2x.

20. Are you currently happy?
weng~

21. Who gives you the best advice?


22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
mau aja.

23. Who do you talked to on the phone last night?
pkeynyet.

24. Is something bugging you right now?
tiap masa dowh..

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
my honeys...!!!

26. Do you like yourself?
y not..tp muke pecah ah..ahahha..

27. You want $5 or $10?
sengal gyle kau nih..

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
hahaha...

29. Who is your best best best friend?
sume la..ade la diorg tu..aku je tau ok..

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
roAr~

31. Who are your favourite stars?
bintang yg slalu ade dkat sblah kiri bulan tu..pe tah..lupe name dye..

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some way?
nope n will not..

33. Do you even stead before?
entah la..depend kot..

34. What type of boy do you like?
boy yg muke comel² cam babyface tu nyah..uuhuhh...i like ... arrr....roAr~

35. Now are you single / attached?
Diorg ckp lebih kurang mcm R n R gitu..hahah..rehat n rawat..

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

geram

im not that strong.
pls forgive me.
i cant accept u as my bestfren.
bcoz i love u.
n cant stop loving u.



loving u it is because u beautiful
making love with u is all i wanna do
loving u is moment that the dream come true
everything that i do is all loving u


talk bout drugs..
she/he is my/your only drugs..
me/u addicted to him/her..
without my/your drug..
all the misery turn around my/your head..
make me/u feel like crazy..
my/your hand is shaking..
hoping he/she to hold it to make sure everything is alrite..
everyday me/u waiting for her/him..
to call my/your name with full of love..
to say how she/he miss me/you.


Everyday n Everynight

if you can see through my heart
you will see unshaped bleeding heart
it keeps bleeding
like a flowing river that's no end

everyday n everynight
i'll try to forget u
everyday n everynight
i'll cry because of u

i believe on my loyalty
to endure my tears from falling
because it then will flow inside my nerves
straight to my heart like an acid
n burn it like hell

everyday n everynight
i'll fall for u
everyday n everynight
to dream of u is my delight

Monday, June 08, 2009

empty promises by manis

Empty Promises
song : Lead
lyrics : Lead

hey u 
u put me higher on the first day
and treat me like a king spade
i can see u’re messing around

but silent keep me rite

hey u 
u touch my feelings softly
pretending like a sweet pill
and wish me to addict it
but i denied


u calling calling, u calling  calling my name
u crying crying, crying crying honey
u calling calling, u calling calling my name
and its hard to receive

u turn my life n my mind was wrong
i believe i believe u’re falling down

i believe i believe u’ll ask my help

u break my heart my trust has gone
i believe i believe u’re falling down
i believe believe u’ll ask my help
u turn my life
my trust has gone

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Cerita dongeng

i have a story to tell u guys..
i got this story from mane tah dlm tv tu.
sila lah...


" pulau pandan jauh ke tengah
gunung daik bercabang tiga
tak perlulah anda nak bermadah²
hehe cakap aje la "


Crane & Kala Jengking

Pada suatu hari , kj ( kala jengking ) jalan nk pegi rumah macik dye.Then , tym na pegi umah macik dye , traffic jam gyle vavi.So , nak mengelakkan traffic jam , kj ikut la jln jauh , kne masuk hutan.Kj malas nk ikut hutan , sbb kt situ byk binatang buas.Kj pegi la ikut hutan.Tym tu da dekat nk sampai da umah macik dye , tp dye kne lintas sungai yg lebar dan luas atau besar la lebih kurang,Kj da la ta reti brenang sbb dye en KJ. KJ pon pning n lepak² kejap kt ctu.Pastu , tym kj tgh lepak , dye nampak Crane ( sejenis burung ape tah) tgh terbang².kj pom pggl la crane tu.


Kala J : Weyh crane , mai la sat kat aku.
Crane : Wut for..?
Kala J : Minta tolong jap boleyh..?
Crane : Ape dye..?
Kala J : Aku nk g umah macik aku kt seberang sungai tu..tp aku ta reti berenang..
Crane : So..?
Kala J : Ala..tolong la i..pleasee....u bawak i terbang ke seberang..
Crane : Ah..tamau ah..nnt kang kau sengat aku..
Kala J : Weyh..buat pe aku na sengat kau..nnt kang kau jatuh la dlm sungai..mati la kte nnt..
Crane : Zzzzz ( thinking )
Kala J : Boleh la eh..jom la syg..ringan je saye nih..
Crane : Baiklah..sy bwk anda..tp jgn la sengat sy..

Then , crane pon bwk la kj tu terbang.Kj tumpang atas crane.Dipendekkan cerita , on d way nk g seberang tu , tgh syok crane terbang nih..tetibe kj sengat crane tu..tetibe je kj nih..crane pon menyentap la en..tym dyorg tgh menjunam nk masuk dlm sungai tu..

Crane : Weyh kj , kau apehal..?ckp td tanak sengat..kau ni kj ke vavi..?
Kala J : crane..im so so sory..i didnt mean to hurt u..
Crane : Abes nape kau sengat aku..?
Kala J : It's my nature..


It's his nature..
It's her nature..
It's ur nature..
It's my nature..

paham tak cite nih..?
haha..
oint aku nk cite nih kerna pasal..


LUMRAH ALAM

sume org buat kesilapan en..
we're not perfect people..
ni pendapat aku je la en..
aku ta ske ble org ckp kt aku..
laki sume same je..
sumpah aku tak terasa..
tp aku laki en ta ske ah dgr camtu..
sbb aku ta pna berniat nk ckp girls sume same je even aku da kne mcm² from girls..
tayah la cite byk²..
ramai org kt dunia ni..
sume nye berbeza².
tade yg same pom..

the reasons y org ckp lakis/girls sume same je..
sbb diorg ta dpt terime kenyataan..
bile super ego + id maka terhasil la ego ( ni tak pasti la..lupe suda.. )
ego je tuh..
bile da sakit hati en tak dpt ape yg kte nk..( umum ye ni adik² )
bukan masenye lagi la untuk kamu..
tamau eh ckp mcm²..
seperti lakis/girls sume same la..
so parents korg n org² yg korg sanjung also Nabi Muhammad S.A.W tu pon same gak la eh mereka..?
selalunye diorg akan kalis..

" ayah/ibu i same la cam lakis/girls lain..tp tu dulu la.. "

tu dulu..
past..
past is past..
let bygone be bygone..
mat saleh ckp ah en..hee..
so..
ape yg korg kne tu dah lepas..
org tu same ngan lakis/girls yg lain tym tu da lepas da..
sume org buat salah en..
tu salah org tu yg lalu..
skang ni..
mane tau en..
people change..
begitu juga dengan perasaan..
masa je penentunya..
ade yg senang n ade yg susah tuk berubah..

back to the nature..
kamu~
da mmg org tu perangai mcm tu..
u must learn it , live it n love it la..
give him/her another change..
bukan senang nak buat org berubah..
n bukan senang nak org ikut acamne cara kte berfikir..
bila tiba waktunya..
org tu akan sedar n berubah sendiri..
communication is an important part..
discuss ye adik²..
hee..
it is his/her nature da camtu..
so deal wit it..
tamau eyh ckp² kutuk² n rendah² kan org..

taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak elok..!!!

tak perlu eyh adik² untuk sume org tau..
dan bukan sume bende kte bley cite kt org en..
and tak sume bende kte patut tau..
akan tetapi..
bila masing² sudah merasakannya..
apa salahnya..
cakap je la..
bak kata Amy~
jgn ikutkan hati follow ur feelings..

hehew..
sesuatu yg indah pasti dirasai bersama..
I can feel you~

p/s :

Sume org ade pendirian sendiri
Pendirian juga berubah²
wawawa...



Thursday, June 04, 2009

Penat sudeyh~~

penat lah..
penat sgt en..
korg tak pnat ke..??
sumpah weyh aku penat gyle..
aku rasa sgt sgt n sgt n sgt n sgt..

sedih , kecewa , stupid , loser , malu n syok sendiri...

' bile aku sorg je yg syok sendiri syg org tu tp org tu juz buat bodo je '

aku malu dowh...
malu sgt² sbb aku je yg syok sendiri lelebih..
yela..
sumtyms mmg la aku tatau malu.
tp aku ni human being jugak..
aku still ade perasan sume² tu..
sumtyms aku ckp aku da tade perasaan..
tipu la en..
sume org de perasaan..
tp tak nampak sgt je..
org bongok je pecaye la weyh..

mmg la kte takley paksa sum1 tu syg kte..
tp..
syg je weyh..
bukan nye nk cintan cintun ( tp yg aku nk cinta tu aku ckp la ).
pape ah korg..
aku bukan ape..
da kata as kwn , adik , abg , akak pacik , macik n wutsoeva lg la ..
mestila aku syg..
tp ble aku ckp kt korg aku syg korg..
korg bley plak cakap..

' ouh ek..? '
' nape syg..? '
' kau ni knape? '
' kte kwn je la.. ' ( cam vavi , ni akupaling tak ske )

huh...
yg last tu paling cam vavi..
weyh..
igt aku nk sgt ke kt korg..?
kire ok la tu aku syg korg..
aku tak kesah la kwn aku ni bitch ke , amek biji ke , minum ke ..
sumpah aku tak kesah..
sbb korg kwn aku n tade buat hal ngan aku..
tp bley tak if aku ckp aku syg korg..
korg appreciate sket..
tayah la sampai bg present ke pe..
atleast ckp la syg gak..
tade la aku rase aku ni syok sendiri..
malu dowh..
aku ni da la pemalu en..

grr..
geram g aku ( bak kate ijat )
geram g adalah geram yg sgt sakit hati n sgt geram n sume² ah..

weyh..
korg igt senang ke jaa nk syg org..?
jaa senang syg binatang je tau..
nk tau nape...?

" binatang tu syg kte if kte syg dye blk.. "

binatang pon de perasaan la..
takkan kte da bg dye mkn n da belai² sampai baik nye lentok..
dye nk gigit kte blk plak en..?
pepaham da la..
dulu mmg susah ah aku nk syg org weyh..
apatah lagi cinta..
siyes aku ckp..

skang baru padan muke aku..
ahuhu..
lantak ah korg..
aku syok sendiri ke , prasan lebih ke , termalu ke..
that's sexy.naughty.bitchy me.FULLSTOP~
deal wit it okie..

" aku tak pena silap syg korg
korg je yg silap tak syg aku"

korg tgk..!!
da tekeluar da ayat poyo aku..
hehew..
da ah..
lantak ah korg.
pasni if susah² txt la aku..
aku de je..
jgn risau ah..
aku susah aku tak cari korg..
aku de lg ramai permata lah..
penat aku..


p/s:

naik kete jalan sesak..
u guys sak..!!!

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

My baby

" baby...baby jangan mati lagi..sian kt anak² baby..
baby tunggu abg balik eh.. "

xoxo~~


aku tatau..
tu la last words n hugs n kisses yg aku bg kt baby..
malam tu aku tak sedap hati je nk balik s.alam..
aku tatau..
then baby mati kamis pagi esoknye pule..
hurm..aku tau pon baby mati lepas aku blk umah blk..
5 hari lepas baby mati..
aku balik umah tym tu..
cam biase aku cari baby nk kiss n hug dye..
tp aku tak jumpe dye n juz nampak anak² dye je..
thenn aku tanye mama aku mane baby..
kau tatau ke..??
baby da mati esoknye lepas kau balik s.alam..
OMG..!!
im so so so sad~
i cried..
i looked at her kittens..
i cried..
im so so sory baby..
i dunno u'll leave me..
i dunno that was my last talk wit u..
i dunno that was my last kisses to u..
im not ready yet..
im not ready yet for ur leaving..
i still need u baby..
huuuu~~

in memory
3 yrs wit me

My baby




dunno wut to say..
i remember this picta..
u hugged me n slet on my chest..


p/s :
Teman datang dan pergi
kucen juga datang dan pergi
Love u baby~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

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nnt abg bawakan..
hihihi...

Monday, May 25, 2009

Katalog menantu

disebabkan status aku..membe² aku selalu je mintak gadis dkat aku..aku kekdg ske..kekdg tak..yela..dirog ckp nk buat gf..padahal aku ni pon tade gf lg..sokay la..so..aku pom tunjuk la folder ' gadis ' yg berkunci kt pc aku pada mereka ( if tym tu ade pc aku la )..hahha..selalunye bebdk kt puncak ah slalu mintak..tp kne tgk org juge..if takley bla n bebdk yg takley dipercayai..aku tak bagi..kalau stakat kwn nak memain i tak bagi ok..hahha..

lepas bukak folder gadis tu..diorg start la pilih..lepas pilih aku tak bagi pom..ahha...niat baik ke or tak..aku tak bagi jugak..haha..cari ah sendiri..tu sume kwn² n adik² n akak² aku yg disayangi..heee..saje je nk show off kt diorg kwn² girls aku..im proud of my girls okie..lepas da tunjuk² tu..aku suruh ah diorg cari sendiri..pastu if diorg ckp malas...da tade cara lain da..kne bitau jugak..take note ok u guys..

setiap parents mesti ade katalog menantu diorg..


hahaha..yess..it's true..lepas aku ckp tu..aku akan bukak satu folder nih..diorg mesti tanye n nak knal ngan this girl..tp aku tak bagi..dye girl yg sgt baik..aku takkan knalkan ngan membe² aku girl nih..nk tau sape..?ini la dye..jeng jeng jeng..



C_ty


Fyi..ni la Ct..sy suda lupe da pe name penuh dye..haih..sory Ct..tp sy tau awk anak macik saniah en Ct..sy da tanye da mak sy..hehew..Ct nih ex aku tym skola dolu²..Ct ni mmg baik..tp aku tak cukup baik untuk dye..she deserves sum1 better than me..Ct ni tau sumthin yg aku tatau tym aku couple ngan dye dulu iaitu..jeng jeng jeng..

" Parents awk slalu dtg umah sy.. "

yess...parents aku ngan parents dye kwn baik..kamcing gak ah mak bapak aku ngan dye..dye slalu cite kt aku parents aku slalu dtg umah dye n Si botak a.k.a babah aku..slalu kacau dye n paggil dye as menantu...woishh...terkejut aku tym Ct cite kt aku camtu..hehew..

lepas aku clash ngan CT..err lepas spm kot..aku still lg contact ngan ex² aku including Ct nih..dye skang da abis blaja da kt poli nun..awal tahun aritu..aku de kuar ngan Ct..g tgk wyg jap..hihi..sesaje je..lame da tak jumpe Ct nih..tym tu malam tau..sblom aku kuar..aku tanye mak aku sape name kwn dye duduk dkat fasa 3 tu..aku ckp aku nk kuar ngan anak dye...mak aku ckp la " saniah ke or kwn mama yg peguam tu..? "..aku malas nk layan then terus gerak..aku g pick up Ct..aku tanye la Ct..sape name mak dye..dye cakap name mak dye Saniah..huih..tu ok lg..then aku tanye lg "mak bg ke kuar mlm² " pastu dye bley ckp " if kuar ngan jaa..mak bagi..ngan org laen xleyh "..huh..aku tym tu juz be cool n buat tade pe je..hehe...then lepas tgk wyg n anta Ct pulang..dye txt aku..dye cite ah..

" aritu ayah awak dtg kenduri kawen akak sy..ayah awak ckp dkat mak sy..' tu anak kau yg Ct tu ble lg..?bley la aku bwk jaa dtg meminang.. "

tym tu aku tersedak² gyle..hahaha..gyle ah botak nih..tade keje..eventho gurau jep..tp org tua nye gurau² bahaye weyh..hihi..then..lepas da selidik²..baru la aku tau..Ct tu adalah antara gadis² yg terdapat di dalam katalog menantu parents aku..hee..n aku juga tergolong dalam katalog menantu parents dye..haih..wutsoeva la..aku clash ngan Ct sbb tym skola en..mane la aku reti nak becinte nih..zaman² monyet je tu..heh..n sampai skarang..aku takley nak ade love kt Ct..hehew...pape je la..

Ct..sy igt lg bufday awak..18.11 en..sy tak lupe la awak..


p/s : mati aku if Ct tau bout my blog nih.. -_-"

Sunday, May 24, 2009

How jambus i are

Haritu aku txt dgn mok..
lame da tak jd gay txt ngan dye..
ahahha..
byk weyh aku txt ngan dye..
bff aku tuh..
dulu mok gmok tp skang da kurus da..
dulu bley la panggil mok..
skang tak ley da..
kne panggil mok jambu..
aku da lame da tak lepak ngan mok..
sbb mok pon study skang nih..
cam biase ah..
sembang² pasal bisnes dan paling penting pasal gadis..
hehehe..
mok ckp..

Mok : takkan la kau single lg kot..
Jaa : haah tak caye pule..bukan ade orang minat kat aku en..
Mok : haa..kau kan ramai skandal..pe cer sume..?
Jaa : Weyh..skang aku da tak panggil skandal da..tak baik dowh..aku anggap sume kwn baik aku..hee..skang aku cari cinta sejati je..
Mok : haha..biar betul..?waa..jaa jambu da kembali..ni la jaa yg aku kenal..jaa baru kan kaki ****..C_ty camne..?

sape C_ty tu..?
biarla rahsia..hehehe
nnt sy post blog about C_ty - Katalog menantu..
wawawa..
ape motif aku cite mende nih..?
sukati aku la en..
blog aku..
hee..
i juz wanna show to u guys..
how do Jaa Jambu look..
agaggaga..


1.
Bajet skema

Hahaha..zaman nih pepoyo je bwk buku kimia , bio n sume² buku G9..
heee...Sains Stream la katekan..
lepastu lepak tym rehat g bli mkn sambil hold buku tu pastu g usha² gadis..
buku tu bukan bace pon..ahuhu...pastu pg mencapap ngan buku² tu kulu kilir..
tym ni exam spm kimia..



2. Poyo² Macho

Yang ni lepas spm da..tym nih keje kt Clubhouse sri damn..
keje as bdk jage gym..hahah...pastu bajet mcm gym instuctor..
pegi sane nek moto ex5 je..tp pakai mcm nek superbike..hahah
nak buat cane en..baju tu byk selamatkan bodyku dari calar xcident..
tym ni da tutup gym nk pulang da..



3.
Budak Jambu

Ni tym keje..haha..muke abes jambu je..
yela..ramai plak gadis² work out kt cni en..so..
penampilan kene jage..keje kene rajin..
wawawa...kekadang tak jage pon counter tu..
pegi work out skali ngan gadis² tu..
haha..dgr radio pon hits.fm..era ke hot.fm ke tak men ah..
hehew...



4. Im virgin

Hahha..baju ni aku suke pakai..haih..mane ta pegi baju nih..
rindu dowh..statement dye sume org tak caye..
yess..im virgin..tu sbb la aku pakai..
haha..igt muke cam aku ni not virgin ke..?wawawa..
Pic ni pna letak kt ms kot dulu..tgk pic pon da tau da..
pic muke bajet ms je...hehew..



p/s :

memancing dengan ayah kurasa gembira
pulang sebelum hujan
mak kata kami ada kawan
namanya scod emulsion

Go fishing wit my dad i feel so lucky
go back home before the rain
mama said we have a fren
and its name is
scod emulsion


rindu zaman jambu..selalu nyanyi lagu nih..
ahahha...


Friday, May 22, 2009

rindu

Aku belek² pic² yg aku edit dulu sambil melayan perasaan ..
aku teringat pada mereka..
Diorg sumber inspirasi aku tym snap pic.
n diorg juge model² aku tym dolu²..
haha.
mish u both la babes..




Jackie - tym ni dye bdk emo lg..
haha..rambut tak bleach lg..
aku ske snap pic dye..
sbb dye natural beauty tp tak yakin ngan diri dye..
skang nih da jd pelakon da..
ngan syampu pom jadi gak dye ni..
fotogenik~
ouh..pic ni bkn aku snap..
juz ske je pic nih..
wawawa...



Myra - tym ni kt Klcc..
myra pom same gak..
fotogenik..
snang je nk snap pic ngan diorg nih..
ahaha..
pic ni aku edit..
buat mcm poster untuk seluar jeans..
hahaa..


yg ni xde motif..
haih..
tym ni tgh rindu kt diorg..
buat la muke diorg kt kolam nun..
rindu korg so much babes..
and tema kitorg..
Love.Friendship.Tragedy



Malam Laju

hehehe


baru je pulang dari memantapkan vocal kt curve..
wee~~
sangat seronok..
selalu pegi 3 org je..
tp skang da 4 org..
si Puya da cuti en so bley la pasni karo' duet ngan dye ..
tade la aku tade partner lagi..


best gyle~
td pkey bwk kete laju²..
race dgn kete design macha..
cheh.
seb baek turbo..
hahaha...
lame da tak reace en..

ouh².
puya did helped me siapkn my poem..
skang nih en rajin menulis²..
nk tgk..??
ni version baru..
da touched up sket..
quite panjang..
tp nnt ble da dimelodikan de la tu part² yg kne potong.
haih..
tapela...ni bkn lagu rap..
wawawa..


Beneath Your Enchanted Eyes

I saw you stood under a tree
Holding an umbrella , wearing a purple kebaya
And waiting for your Prince

* Malam ittu sungguh seperti kamu ;
Bulan indah yang sedang menanti
si Bintang untuk bersinar bersamanya dalam sepi malam
Mengapa kamu bersedih..?
Ini hanya mimpi~

I came closer to you then
You stared at me and let me feels you
A joy of living i saw heaven in your eyes
Ouh , I wish i were your Prince

Dear Princess :
Beneath your enchanted eyes
I saw your misery and elusive heart
Im sorry I've made you cried and
I had Failed as your Prince.


hihi..
nnt nk ft. lagu ni ngan lagu Bitter Farewell..
gyla lah...
poyo je..
wawawa.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Bitter Farewell

Sejak menetap bersama teman² di s.alam , aku rajin membaca ;
hobi aku masa sissy yang telah lama aku lupakan..
aku hanya mampu memberi keikhlasan dan kejujuran saja pada mereka..
saat indah , sukar , gembira dan duka kami kongsi bersama..
sejak duduk rumah tu pun , aku rajin menulis..
minda dikerah dan ditajamkan untuk persediaan masa hadapan..
pengorbanan pada masa ini amat diperlukan..

" Bila tiba waktunya , kita akan buktikan siapa kita "

ayat yang sering diungkaps kerna hati tidak mampu menahan hasad² kamu..
masa memaksa kami untuk selalu merencana..
cakap banyak pun sia²..
nantikan waktunya..

- Musick of you , me , friends n them -

* come back to me
give me all your misery
this bitter farewell
will lead me to fatal tragedy


Ouh you , yes you
i saw you under a tree ,
holding an umbrella ,
wearing purple kebaya ,
that night was soooo gloomy..

sangat suram seperti kamu ,
mengapa kamu bersedih ?
kala malam mahu hujan ,
tetapi bintang masih berkelipan ,
walau tanpa ditemani bulan..

i went closer to you ,
you stared at me ,
i looked at you ,
but , beneath your eyes..


**the time that i've waitin for hanya mimpi
u r so beautiful that night~~




Monday, May 04, 2009

Moss Agate

He

I love intelligent conversation, so the way to my heart is through the head.I am best involved with a steadier, stronger personality who will tolerate and enjoy my butterfly socializing, yet still be there for you when the cards have all blown down. I am willing to experiment with all manner of relationship styles; and as long as my partner is articulate, tolerant, exciting, adventurous and willing to discuss their exploits in detail, they will be ecstatic.Because i am not above straying, i rather divorce prone. However, typically i think the joys of an occasional adventure more than make up for the risks involved. i am exciting companions who crave excitement and variety. i assume i will be able to easily smooth over troubled waters with my silver tongue--i am tolerant of the peccadilloes to my partners, so long as they are not stolid or boring.
I am curious and intellectual by nature.I am forever exploring people and places in my quest to attain knowledge. Bright, witty and outgoing, my charm guarantees i will be the center of attention in any crowd. Matching my intellect is a well-developed imagination

She
She really need to be needed. She suffer from fear of rejection and low self-esteem.She is tender and caring, but frequently become the victims of domineering and uncaring partners. She submerge herselves in the experiences of her mates. If her partner is strong and caring, she will soar to new heights. Conversely, if she find herselves in an unfulfilling relationship, she will prolong the agony--feeling that she must deserve the misery?-and assume the role of martyr. She do best when involved with a solid personality who will enjoy her romantic fantasies. There is no more loyal and caring lover than her, but her need for emotional and sensual reassurance sometimes leads to flirtations. She is the most loving and giving of the signs, her ability to select an inappropriate partner is legendary. In the right relationship, her sexuality will blossom and become something of an art form, especially as she get a little older, more experienced and more confident.
She is spiritual beings ruled by her feelings. Her journey through life will involve much soul searching and retreat into that hazy world which exists between the real and the unreal. While she is very happy traveling the paths of her inner world,her compassion and need to help others will ensure her return to the real world regularly.

that's why i like the way u are..

p/s : sumthing i read

Friday, May 01, 2009

tagged

wah~
kne tagged dgn bdk pmr..
lame da tak kne tag..
hee..


Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Describe the person who tagged you and put him/her picture. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


Name dye Amelia..bdk PMR..haha..dye stay kt perak nun..dkat ipoh..dye sgt minat dgn anime n japanese things..hee.ye la kot..sy slalu bace blog dye..n sgt lawak...lelbih lg tym dye cite pasal hari sukan n about boys..ahaha..tu je la i knal bout her..hope dpt knal lg..hee..&& i baru tau dye de bela kucen..ngee~


1. What is your name : Mohammad Azhar

2. A four letter word : Malu

3. A boy's name : Martopo

4. A girl's name : Maimunah

5. An occupation : Mayor

6. A color : Maroon

7. Something you'll wear : Men's wear

8. Something found in the bathroom : Mayonis

9. A food: Mee gurau²

10. A reason for being late : Mengambala

11. Something you'd shout : Lembu..!!

12. A movie title : Mistik ( wtf )

13. Something you drink : Medicine

14. A musical group : Manis

15. An animal : Monyet

16. A street name : majistreet

17. A type of car : Mustang

18. Title of a song : Mimpi sempurna

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Risalah Cinta - faly awook -

ni risalah cinta membe @ abg syg aku kt puncak nun..
Faly awook..
dye tak arwah lg..
saje je kt ms tu..
hehew..
nk buat kontroversi sket..
dye bg nasihat kt adek² dye kt puncak nun..
bace la..





Kita di lhirkan sbagai mnusia yg tidak smpurna untuk lari dari melakukan ksalahan….



Kita ada klmahan yg sememangnya sring kali menggagalkan diri…
Tapi kita tk perlu lemah krana klemahan itu dicipta Allah swt bgi mengajar mnusia erti usaha dan kesedaran…

Kalau sume mnusia dilahirkan smpurna…pasti mereka bongkak dan lupa tnggungjawab di dnia ini…

Klemahan aku adlah dlam brcinta…ntah la..kdang2 aku rsa mcm tk ptut jer brcinta…

Yela…wtpe kita nk seksa ank orang…buat ank orng nangis n skit hati…mmg tk patut…

Hati pmpuan nie lmbut, tapi aku nie slalu sngat buat hati lmbut nie nangis…bodo aku nie…tk hargai kjujuran yg di brikan…

So…pda sahabatku yg bercinta…ingat lah….



Kawal nafsu marah korang…jgan terlalu layan prasaan mrah.

Bila kita marah, kita ckap main lpas jer…kdang2 kata yg di luah tue, mengguris hati org yg dicinta…bila marah,dialah yg pling dibenci, pling truk la,apa la…tpi bila marah dah hilang, n hati tnang, bru nak sedar yg dialah terbaik tuk kita n pling kita cinta…

Jgan suka cri gado…or cri psal la..benda kecik slalu jdi bsar.

Bila bercinta, hati bertukar jdi sngat snsitif…so, ingat…jga hati kkasih…hati yg snsitif adlah tuk insan yg istimewa dlam hidup seseorang…

Jgan ragui kpercayaan….bila dia da setia n jujur, jgan syak wasangka lgi..nnt dia rimas…mcm aku r, syak bkan2 pda awek yg dah setia…n skrg,pdan muka aku…awek aku da wat tk kisah kt aku…

Jgan cuba rapat ngan laki or pmpuan len bila da couple…sngat bahaya,,,itulah punca kpada kcurangan. Klau brkawan, kira ok la…tpi jgan jdikan diorng sbagai tmpat luah msalah,prob cinta n ksdihan…nnt bila diorang bgi nsihat,kita rasa mcm dia fhami kita, pastu kita pun jtuh cinta ngan dia plak..xelok kan mcm tue…pdahal mmg seseorang tue akn pndai mnasihati org lain klau itu bkan masalah dia..so, jgan r cuba tuk rapat ngan orang lain..berkawan biasa sudah memadai…hrgailah kekasih anda…dia yg fhami susah snang anda…org lain hnya fhami buat sketika…

Sabar…sabar n sabar…korang kena smangat tuk pertahankan cinta…jgan give up k…jgan gado cket, korang da rsa x shaluan.

Itu sume prasaan bodoh bila tgah gado n mrah…kalau da putus, jgan korang membenci n xnk berusaha tuk kmbalikan hubungan…kalau hati dah benar cinta,x salah kalau korang brusaha kmbalikan hbungan yg telah putus…kalau itu bukan jodoh kita tapi kita berusaha tuk dapatkan nya, Allah akn mempertemukan jua…

Berjuanglah tuk cinta anda semua…Ingatlah…semua percintaan ada halangan…hnya ketabahan penentu kebahagiaan…hargai setiap kenangan yg ada…pertahankan cinta dalam hati anda…

Ak bukan nk bajet mcm bgus gler dlam brcinta cuma ak nyatakan pngalaman ak jer..ak xnk korang jdi cam ak..kang xpasal2 korang x suka brcinta..pdahal sbnarnya cinta itu indah, cuma kita yg sering mencacatkan ny...

Dan aku pun bgitu…sntiasa cintakan dia..n mngharapkan maaf nya…Tpi ak x memaksa...1437522469..!!!




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