Saturday, August 01, 2009

change

i ade satu cite dowh..

Ade 2 tears ni mengalir in 1 river..1 tear of gadis n 1 tear of a guy.Nak buat cite , tym tu airmata gadis mengalir kt sblah airmata laki tuh.Then diorg berkenalan lah sesama airmata.Tear of laki tuh tanye lah tear of gadis tu lepas dorg berkenalan..

Laki : Hey..i wonder la..knape u mengalir..mengape menangis..?
Girl : urm..i baru reject sorg guy nih..
Laki : Then..?knape u yg nangis..
Girl : its hard for me la ngeng..Igt snang ke nk reject2 bestfren nih..feel so guilty ok..
Laki : ouh..i tau..ade ke slame ni dye ckp u as his bestfren..?
Girl : u bising ah..u plak ..?mengape menangis..?
Laki : i baru kne reject dgn 1 girl ni yg i rase can perfect my life..
Girl : no wonder u nangis..ni lah laki..takleyh face d fact..u kwn jep la ngan dye..
Laki : u ckp snang ah..bende da takkan same da..sbb i mmg niat nk cinta dye..
Girl : niat u je u pk..niat dye plak u tanak pk..nk jd u nye bestfren..
Laki : ckp la ape pom..i tak tipu diri i..
Girl : i pom tak tipu diri i..i juz cant accept him..dunno y..


end of story.


mlm smlm..
ade org call sy..
dye ckp dye terbace blog sy.
haha..
lawak jep dye..
blog ni mmg untuk dibace lah..
if tak xkan i nk kasi org tgk kot..
hurm..
dye ade cite prob dye kt sy..
so mcm biase..
i kne lah dgr..( aku tade gf lagi jgn korg pggl aku Doc tuuuutt... )
hahaha..


i sembang2 lah dgn dye dlm fon lbih kurg sejam stengah lebih la..
byk kedit dye -.-"
huhu..

syok sembang dgn dye..
story dye same like mine..
cume this tym lain sket..
the other side..
pihak gadis..
dye ckp ... .. . ... ... ... .. .. .. .. .. ... ... .. ... .. mn bla bla bla..

ouh..
i tau..
mmg susah en nk reject seseorg tu..
rase tersepit je..
bitau salah.
tak bitau pom salah..
now i kno her feelin.
so so so sory..
nk buat cane..
kne face the fact..
sbb org tu tak leyh nk face the fact mcm i dulu.
ahaha..
dah in love sgt en..

ble kte tau org tu yg kte cari slame nih
mmg susah nk lepaskan dye

walau pom org tu ckp tidak

kte still go on n try bg segalanya
hoping dye accept the love


hee.
u tayah risau lah.
cume mase je yg jd penghalangnya..
atleast u tak lari dari masalah u..
u brani jumpe dye n face d fact that he love u..
n u plak u juz anggap dye kwn baik..
i da phm both situation da..
this is not love false.
haha...
stop crying ok.
things gonna be ok.
i pray for u..
haih..
u mesti pna dgr org ckp camni en..


' Chillex ah dear.U kan muda lagi.Enjoy ur life.Tayah pikir mende2 tu sume '


Itu lah kata2 yg sering i dengar bile mereka tau i post blog yg patah2 hati n sedih2 nih..
haha..
bile muda je mesti enjoy..
bile enjoy je muda..
tua2 takley enjoy..?
muahahahha..
hurm entahlah..
masa muda mmg fun en..
tp acamne esok luse dah tade..?
hah.?!
tgh2 enjoy tetibe kajong plak en..
hah.?!
itu yg sy tatau tu..

hee..
btw..
thx la honey2 kuh..
ahuhu..
korg mmg fun..
&& fygi..
ex-schoolmate sy tuh hanyalah teman suka duka saja..
dye dah ade boyfie okeh..



"it is da'sweetest tyme when we became frens...but it change when it comes to b a special one..."



p/s :
Laugh love n cry wit all ur heart.
Life doesnt last forever.


Thursday, July 30, 2009

Bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku..?

I juz read my oldest entry that i'd post on 13 Nov 08..
its titled ' Dear Gadis '..
n in that entry stated words that telling her why do i love her..
n then i read all my entries that i'd post bout her n how much i need her..

Wut d hack im telling u guys bout this..

it's bcoz there r 1 fren who is my ex-schoolmate b4 n we're getting closer..
we shared our probs together n try to chill each other..
she'd mention 1 statement that makes me feels so so sakit hati n guilty..

' Boleh ke i caye kat u..?i takot u ja'a yg dulu je '

Yes..
I pon takot if i jaa yg dulu..
im not blaming her if she said like that..
coz i can face the fact n tried to change..

I always walked back through my memories to see wut i'd miss n lost..
I tried to be a better person and it's still not good enough..
not good enough to impress her n everyone that were on my way..
i hurted my self n keep trying till i got wut i want..

then i realize that evrything in this world has its limit..
hurm..



I juz walked back through my memories..
n i hope i'll not do the same mistakes..




p/s :

Not good enough is better than
trying to be so perfect



We live in our own ways

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

hanya kamu

sayangku kepadamu
bak luas langit nan biru
izinkan diriku
tuk menebus kesilapan yang lalu

( this is superb song.Love it~)
Hurm..
My love story almost done..
but i dunno how to end it..
i tot i could meet her..
so i can end up my love story..
but..
like ppl always said..

' we juz can plan it , but God decide it samada it done or not ' ( btul x grammar..?)

Huhu..
entahla..
so..
i hv decided to juz let God do its job..


Im hoping on your faith
to claim the love that you'd break
why did you leave me
coz i can't let u free

(Love this song also~)


Yeah..
Im juz hoping je..
hoping on ur faith n mine..
coz..


Diorang slalu ckp :

1. sudahlah..xyah nk seksa diri lagi..
2. kau sakit² pasal dye buat pe..?ade dye sakit sbb kau..?
3. better u move on jep..
4. aku x paham la ngan kau nih..buang mase je..
5. haha..muke dye cam bdk skola lah..

n Diorg slalu marah :

1. pasni nk kuar ngan kitorg kne bwk girl..
2. better kau couple je ngan ***** tu..nk tggu girl tu buat pe..
3. Aku tanak kau moody n sedih pasal dye..
4. g mampos kau..sepak kang..

Come back to me
give me all your misery
This bitter farewell
its all about Love tragedy

(totally addicted to this song)


to conclude :

Chillex ah guys..
i chose this way..
i kno wut im doing..
hehehe~~
later i tell u guys la bout my study..
almost done dowh..
sokay..
i will find a girl..(really?)
masa je penghalangnya..
wawawawa...
&&..
bout the anguish n miseries thingy..
im not suffer it alone la..
if tak xde la i buat sume² tu..

p/s :
if de jodoh..
xkemane kot..