Saturday, July 16, 2011

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

learning to be strong

I Learn To Be Strong
Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.

With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder why I can love so deeply
but never had that love returned back to me.

I confessed the feelings
that I held inside for so long,
But with her soft- hearted rejection,
I realize I have to be strong.

With tears that want to flow
from my eyes,
I feel that my heart,
along with my composure, slowly dies.

While this dramatic side is showing through
with my ability to question and reason,
I think I may have found
something in me that I can believe in.

Love hurts . . .
That's what they all say,
But I will love again
when all this pain and sorrow goes away.

So I sit and think of all the things
this situation has cost,
And I realize that nothing
very important has been lost.

Instead, a learning experience
has come from all this.
I've learned that hardly anything
is more important than my happiness.

p/s :

Please , dont do d same mistake,
I da try delete all bout u,
but baby,
my mind,
my heart,
juz u,
only u.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Parah parah~

U know..

A boy like me wont take things seriously..
Sumtimes i act like a fool coz im ufudangfang rite..

im not that strong

Im smiling ,
beneath my heart im in agony
im laughing ,
beneath my heart im crying

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
If you hold my hands

Could we stay right there
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry

All this time I've loved you n missed you
you are true peace
makes my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul

" ble kte tau org tu yg kte cari slame nih
mmg susah nk lepaskan dye

walau pom org tu ckp tidak

kte still go on n on n give my all
hey kamu ,
hanya kamu dan masa penghalangnya
bila tiba waktunya , i akan bersedia
menghadapi perubahan itu.
i harap tiada benci diantara kita
pemikiran dapat mengubahnya , hanya kamu.. "

p/s :

hati i terluka , hati i tersiksa
dah parah dah i nih

Monday, July 11, 2011

My Black Star

Well ...

:') i juz can smile..its too late for me..
my fault, - i shud befren wit his parents 1st..
n im not gud enough to be a man..

refer to my older entry titled " The Other Man"
i dun know how a man can be like other man..
it's so cruel..


story about me..
i mostly known as a man with star.
obsess wit stars..
baju bintang , belt bintang , rantai bintang n hati pon ala² bintang..

dulu time i wild sket..sket je x byk pon..
urm.moderate je kot i punye wild tu..
i ade rantai colour woh~
i pakai rantai bintang since i 1st sem lg..
i loike it so much..
i wore it evrywhere
but then hilang..
so i bought a new one.
black colour punye~
bintang hitam tu lg jahat sket la..
kunun² laaa..
bintang hitam tu ibarat hati i yg hitam , empty...

and then i jumpe u...
n i ade cinnn~ dgn u..
i pna niat since i wore the green star lg. ( lame tuu~ 2yrs lebih jugak la i wore rantai bintang tu )
if i ade gf..i'll give d star to her..
ibaratnye i bagi u hati hitam i n i takkan kembali kpd kehitaman tu..
n u r d girl yg i trust n gv d star to u..
n i igt i bg tym bufday u dulunnn~
kerna of u i berubah mcm²..

u tau knape i bg bintang hitam tu?

u coloured my heart la syg..
mcm pelangi owh~
n u mepenuhi hati i yg dikosongi nihh...aduhnye~
no more black² colour in me lagi..
♥ ♥ ♥

n then u..
after d broke up..
i wish sgt i wanna be like ' The Other Man '..
gile² punye..
kunun nak huha sane..huha sini..
tu yg i nak sgt bintang hitam i tu..
i x reti n i x mampu da..

tym i amek rantai tu..
i igt i nak buang rantai tu depan u..
but when i see ur face..
i hold it..
tatau knape..

tym i blk dgn kwn i tu..
ktorg stop dkat tepi jln..
sembang² pasal rantai tu.
dye suruh buang cuz dye ckp that's not me anymore..
i 50 - 50 nak buang ke tak..
i duduk..
i men pusing2 kt jari rantai tu..
but then..
tetibe buah bintang tu tecabut hilang entah ke mana....
telah ditakdirkan..
i buang rantai yg i syg tu.

hee xp
i da temeroyan da nih..


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