2012

Sad ending of 2011..2011 saks!glad it has gone..

p/s :

2012, be nice wit me :')

Perpisahan Ini - 1st Edition feat Aizat Amdan

learning to be strong

I Learn To Be Strong

by Felicia

Words of wisdom come to my ears, Telling me what I know in my heart, But never wanted to hear. With the truth finally said and out in the open for me to plainly see, I wonder why I can love so deeply but never had that love returned back to me. I confessed the feelings that I held inside for so long, But with her soft- hearted rejection, I realize I have to be strong. With tears that want to flow from my eyes, I feel that my heart, along with my composure, slowly dies. While this dramatic side is showing through with my ability to question and reason, I think I may have found something in me that I can believe in. Love hurts . . . That's what they all say, But I will love again when all this pain and sorrow goes away. So I sit and think of all the things this situation has cost, And I realize that nothing very important has been lost. Instead, a learning experience has come from all this. I've learned that hardly anything is more important than my happiness.

p/s :

Please , dont do d same mistake,

I da try delete all bout u,

but baby,

my mind,

my heart,

juz u,

only u.

Parah parah~

U know..

A boy like me wont take things seriously..
Sumtimes i act like a fool coz im ufudangfang rite..

im not that strong

Im smiling ,

beneath my heart im in agony

im laughing ,

beneath my heart im crying

If I should die this very moment

I wouldn't fear
If you hold my hands

Could we stay right there
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry

All this time I've loved you n missed you
you are true peace
makes my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul

" ble kte tau org tu yg kte cari slame nih
mmg susah nk lepaskan dye
walau pom org tu ckp tidak
kte still go on n on n give my all

-

hey kamu ,
hanya kamu dan masa penghalangnya
bila tiba waktunya , i akan bersedia
menghadapi perubahan itu.

i harap tiada benci diantara kita
pemikiran dapat mengubahnya , hanya kamu.. "

p/s :

hati i terluka , hati i tersiksa

dah parah dah i nih

My Black Star

Well ...

:') i juz can smile..its too late for me..

my fault, - i shud befren wit his parents 1st..

n im not gud enough to be a man..

refer to my older entry titled " The Other Man"

i dun know how a man can be like other man..

it's so cruel..

hee..

story about me..

i mostly known as a man with star.

obsess wit stars..

baju bintang , belt bintang , rantai bintang n hati pon ala² bintang..

hehehhe

dulu time i wild sket..sket je x byk pon..

urm.moderate je kot i punye wild tu..

i ade rantai bintang..green colour woh~

i pakai rantai bintang since i 1st sem lg..

i loike it so much..

i wore it evrywhere

but then hilang..

so i bought a new one.

black colour punye~

bintang hitam tu lg jahat sket la..

kunun² laaa..

bintang hitam tu ibarat hati i yg hitam , empty...

wawawawa..

and then i jumpe u...

n i ade cinnn~ dgn u..

i pna niat since i wore the green star lg. ( lame tuu~ 2yrs lebih jugak la i wore rantai bintang tu )

if i ade gf..i'll give d star to her..

ibaratnye i bagi u hati hitam i n i takkan kembali kpd kehitaman tu..

n u r d girl yg i trust n gv d star to u..

n i igt i bg tym bufday u dulunnn~

kerna of u i berubah mcm²..

thx~

u tau knape i bg bintang hitam tu?

kernaa..

u coloured my heart la syg..

mcm pelangi owh~

n u mepenuhi hati i yg dikosongi nihh...aduhnye~

no more black² colour in me lagi..

♥ ♥ ♥

n then u..

after d broke up..

i wish sgt i wanna be like ' The Other Man '..

gile² punye..

kunun nak huha sane..huha sini..

tu yg i nak sgt bintang hitam i tu..

tapi..

i x reti n i x mampu da..

tym i amek rantai tu..

i igt i nak buang rantai tu depan u..

but when i see ur face..

i hold it..

tatau knape..

tym i blk dgn kwn i tu..

ktorg stop dkat tepi jln..

sembang² pasal rantai tu.

dye suruh buang cuz dye ckp that's not me anymore..

i 50 - 50 nak buang ke tak..

i duduk..

i men pusing2 kt jari rantai tu..

but then..

tetibe buah bintang tu tecabut hilang entah ke mana....

telah ditakdirkan..

i buang rantai yg i syg tu.

hee xp

i da temeroyan da nih..

p/s:

malam bulan terang , menyaksi bintang²

ku seru engkaulah pelangi cintamu ♥

Rehab

dikatakan bahawa..

" Cinta yang agung adalah ketika kamu menitiskan

airmata dan masih pedulikan terhadapnya

ketika dia tidak mempedulikanmu dan

kamu masih menunggunya dengan setia..

Apabila cinta tidak berhasil

ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain dan

kamu masih bisa tersenyum sambil berkata

' aku turut berbahagia untukmu ' ..

BEBASkan lah dirimu..

biarkan hatimu kembali melebarkan

sayapnya dan terbang ke alam bebas lagi ( being single )

Ingatlah bahwa kamu mungkin menemukan

cinta dan kehilangannya..

ketika cinta itu mati , kamu tidak perlu mati bersamanya.

kerna..

orang yang kuat adalah bukan

orang yang selalu menang melainkan

mereka yang masih bisa berdiri ketika mereka jatuh. "

dulu bila bangun tido..

macam x percaya je u're my girl..

but now,

bile bangun tdo..

macam x percaya yg u're not my girl anymore..

salah i..

p/s :

ingin rasanya i hug u for d last tym b4 u go

tapi i scare i'll cry

rasa takut kehilangan u

kini menjelma menjadi nyata

♥ tym for me to wake up ♥

The other man

long tym ago..
i'd set my mind to be a man that's not like the other man..

The Other Man

" we(man) share , we care , we love , we fuck , we cheat then we leave"

that's how the other man end up their relationship until they're getting tired..

if i can turn back tym..
i would like to set my mind back to be like the other man..

" sharing is caring , caring is loving , loving is fucking , fucking then we cheating n cheating then we're leaving bby "

but i denied it eventho its sound so much fun..

i dun wanna be like that..
i rather lay low my ego & dignity as a man than be like the other man..

but..

we dunno wut people think..
they can change their mind in a second..

n maybe after this i'll change n think like the other man or worst..

hurm..

syg , once upon a time, we said forever,

p/s :

bleeding ♥