cause you were a girl

you're just a girl
You don't understand
How it feels to love a boy
Someday you wish you were a better woman
You don't listen to him
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking him for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

uk uk uk

ILY
those are the words
that i dont kno wut it means
bcoz i dont deserve it

ILY
those are the words
or juz a feeling of me
to u

ILY
those are the words
that makes me fly
even as a friend

&&
When i come to you
i'll whisper in your ears
ILYSM

Haaa~

sexy tag..

Wah..tag kali ni memerlukan pic² saya yang seksi..urm..tatau la pe yang seksi pada aku nih..hui..
bukan seksi pom aku..huhu..tapi kerna di tagged oleh cik kucemon..so..lihatlah semua..ahuhuhu..

Syarat Untuk Menunjuk keseksian

01. Sertakan tiga keping gambar kamu yang kamu rasa paling seksi.

02. Tak semestinya tak berpakaian atau mendedahkan, mungkin kamu rasa senyuman anda masa itu adalah seksi, sertakan!

03. Nyatakan kenapa gambar itu begitu seksi di mata kamu?

04. Tag 5 orang yang seksi.
05. Selamat menyeksikan diri!

1.Its me..behind the purple boy

this pic taken tym roxy summersplash 08.candid gitu.hoo..i feel im sexy
in this pic..haa..i dunno y..juz sexay babeh..!!

2.botak tym..

hihi..ni tym botak nih..sexy..?urm..i guess..bcoz of
my smile..hee..

3.me

tym final exam seni lakon..candid babe..sexy...?kinda..haa..
focus..orang yg focus adalah org yg berjaya..

6 persons i wanna tag :

1. amy * sexy naughty crazy nyet..
   
2. deana * show me how seksi u r..
   
3. rheana * kau kn byk pic seksi mar..
   
4. miea * hah..adeke pic seksi..ahuhu
   
5. atoi * nak gak tgk abg jawa sexy..
   
6. anaz * helmet sexy babe..haha
   

tagged lagi by ck kucem..thx..

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
; sape ex aku..??

2. What color shirt are you wearing?
; none..

3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
; yes :)

4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list?
; seed of love

5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life?
; atoi , anaz , fali , jaja , arscreamo , rheana , kucem , deana && amy

6. How many kids do you want to have?
; depends on her.

7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
; yes.

8. What name would you want besides the one you have?
; Azhar Rakus..boley..?

9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?
; i'll try my best..haha..gyle kau..

10. What did you do for your last birthday?
lepak ngan muz n haziq..diorg dok sblah aku then txt ' hppy bufday even aku kt sblah kau '..huu..mish u haziq..wish u succes kt aussie tu..

11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
; florida ft will . i . am - in the ayer

12. What time did you wake up today?
; err..

13. What were you doing two nights ago?
; ouh..g men futsal then pool n karo' ngan pkey pastu on the way home tgk india mati tepi jalan..haha..

14. Do you like having your hair pulled?
; kau nak gado..?

15. Name something you can't wait to do.
; pegi jb jumpe danish n holiday..

16. Last time you saw your mom
; semalam.

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?
; nak gmok..

18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?
; sedekah kt anak² yatim..err..shopping....!!!

19. how long have you worked at your current job?
; -

20. Have you ever talked to Tom?
; tom mane..?kucing aku pom name tom gak..baru je tadi sembang ngan dye..

21.Describe the underwear you have on?
; none

22. Last thing you ate?
; nasi + udang petai + daging kicap = MELETOP..!!

23. What's your favorite month?
; June

24. Your least favorite month?
; June juge..sebab mesti sambut bufday sorg²..hee..

25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
; suar aku..adik aku pakai semlm..hish..

26. Who is getting on your nerves right now?
; qistina amelya nyet~

27. Most visited webpage?
; myspace & blog

28. Last person you text messaged?
; Amy

29. Last person to make you sad?
; nyet~

30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend?
; for sure

31. Favorite kind of drink?
; coke!

32. Favorite food?
; semua aku makan jeh.

33. Favorite dessert?
; makan je sume..

34. Have you been to Europe?
; nope..

35. If someone you hated died, what would you do?
; urm :(..

tag

1. amy
2. deana
3. rheana
4. atoi
5. anaz
   

Tagged by cik kucem

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules. List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people
1.happy go lucky
2.psycho
3.rakus!
4.sensitive
5.laugh a lot n loud
6.cakap besar n kuat
7.heartbroken - im not a player k -
8.POPcoholic

nak tag
1.atoi
2.anaz
3.jaja
4.rheana
5.deana
6.amy
7.dfanx
8.armscreamo

you

first name:
Mohammad

name you wish you had:
entah

what do people normally your name as:

1. jaa
2. zaa
3. caa
4. kikon
5. kurakus
6. ah ching
7. bakat
8. ultraman
9. mata tersembunyi
10. penyapu ( goalkeeper babeh )
    

birthday:
18 Jun 1989

bitrhplace:
hospital KL

time of birth:
8.40 a.m.

single or taken:
single

zodiac sign:
gemini


your appearance

h0w tall are you:
176cm..tinggi ke..?

wish you were taller:
cukuuuupppp..!!

eye colour:
brown.

current hair color:
black.

short or long hair:
Medium

ever dye your hair a bizarre color:
tak penah kot..

last time you did something dramatic with you hair:
afro..haha..last year..

glasses or contact:
both sak!

do you were make up:
sumtimes

paint your nails:
nope

in a opposite gender

what color eye:
x kesah

what color hair:
x kesah

shy or outgoing:
outgoing diharuskan

sexy or cute:
i want both..killing me..

serious or fun:
fun = crazy

older or younger than you:
both pom boley..hee..

a turn on:
syok²

a turn off:
blah ah..

this or that

flowers or chocolates:
chocolates..!

pepsi or coke:
coke!

rap or rock:
mane² pom boley

relationship or one night stand:
relationship..i still cant forgot my 1 night stand..hahaha..secreto..

school or work:
sape suke sekola..?work..

love or money:
im a lover..macik tu ckp..duit bley cari bang..tapi kasih sayang kau nak bli mane..??giant..?tesco..?topman..?
blah ah kau..

movie or music:
both :)

country or city:
city.

sunny or rainy days:
err...snowy can..?hihi..i love both..

friends or family:
both

have you ever

lie:
yess..

stole something:
yess..i stole sumbody skandals n gf..ceh..xde la..

smoked:
im a good smoker..

hurt someone close to you:
yess...urm... :(

broke someone's heart:
tak penah kot..err..adela sket..

had you heart broken:
definitely YES.

wonder what was wrong with you:
kekadang je..

wish you were prince or princess:
pegi mampos sama mereka..

like someone who was taken:
juz like..

shaved your head:
hah..?neva..

used chopstick:
im trying...still gagal..

sang in the mirror to yourself:
go yeah..!

favorites

flower:
black rose.

candy:
coki²..

song:
universal babeh..

scent:
psizess

color:
wane wani...

movie:
anything

singer:
entah..

junk food:
tibai je sume..

website:
http://kerakusan.blogspot.com/

location:
rumah

animal:
kuceng

misc

ever cried over someone:
ta pna kot..urm..ade la 2 -3 kali..

is there anything you wish you could change about yourself:
sy nak gmok..

do you think you're attractive:
they call me papa bear..roAr~hihi..ta penah pom..

if you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose:
damn fairytale..dont hide urself in ur fairytale..come out come out where eva u are..

Do you play any sports:
sports toto..?haha..xde la..semua jenis bola n sports..syok²..

Si Dia

2 days with jackie..

Hari ahad lepas..aku call jackie..risau sbb dye dok sorg je kt umah tu..aku suruh jackie dtg umah aku makan...aku tau dye blom makan lagi..aku tunggu dye kt bege aku..ble dye sampai..aku pelik sbb aku tgk Eram ade ngan dye skali..haa..jackie ckp dye nak thx kat abg aku sbb selamatkan dye tym ari sabtu tu..huhu..lepas jackie makan..igt nak g tgk wyg midnite..tp da lambat..so..tatau mane arah tujuan..pegi la lepak umah abg aku lagi..main PS3..jackie sampai je..lepak² jap pastu tido..sian aku tgk dye..miserable..biar la jackie ngan dunia dye..

esoknye..isnin smlm..pukul 10.30..aku ngan jackie bangun..abg aku da siap² nak pegi keje..so..kitorg pom ape lagi..bla la en..pegi basuh muke..makan chewing gum..lepak kt kete jap ngan jackie..fikir mane nak pegi..pastu muncullah idea nak pegi tgk wayang..urm..aku gamble je..kitorg mat saleh..xyah mandi pom xpe..ahuhuhuh..pastu ackie drive la pegi curve..dekat je umah abg aku ngan curve tu..haa..dengan x mandi nye..pagi² plak tu..kitorg g bli tiket wayang..Madagascar..tym bli tu..akak tu offer couple sit..aku pom cam errr je..amek la sit biase je..dok sblah² gak..1st tym aku g tgk wayang pagi² dengan x mandi nye..ngan sape..ngan jackie..ahuhuhu..

lepas tengok wyg..pegi la plak ikea dkat curve tu..ade sale sket..huih..pnat gyle..merayap 1 ikea tu..1st tym aku shopping dengan girl..pnat nak mampos..aku ikut je la jackie merayap kat ikea tuh..slame ni aku ta pna nak shopping kt ikea..bagi aku..ikea ni bukan tmpat shopping..x mampu den..tapi lepas merayap b\ngan jackie tu..lerrrhh..murah je barang² ikea nih..best je shopping ngan girl nih..tapi pnat nak mampos..baru aku tau rase shopping ngan girl..&& 1st tym juge aku shopping x mandi...seb baik ade bwk perfume..ahuhuhu..xde la bau rimau sangat..almost 4 hours merayap..at last..hui..jackie ckp..

" da la caa..seb baik aku x bwk duit byk sgt..klu x.."

klu x..aku da mampos da kt situ..pastu g bayar n pulang..urm..da lame aku x snap pic ngan ackie..sejak dye da ade bf tahun lepas..bley kire gune jari la brape byk pic kitorg..urm..im hppy wit her..there r no other girls i care more than i care jackie..tym pulang tu..teringat pule pada si dia..si dia..aku de cite pasal si dia pada jackie..jackie ckp si dia comel than me..hurh..jackie suruh aku go on dgn si dia..tp..jackie ta tau the truth..urm..its so hard..jackie suruh aku call si dia..urm..aku try call..x dapat...aku try txt..x dapat..tapela..maybe si dia bz kot en..biar la...ptg tu kul bape tah sampai umah..nampak katil..trus tido..pnat nak mampos...

Si Dia

malam tu pukul 8 pkey call..

pkey : syg..kt mane..?
kikon: umah la u..
pkey : kau siap cepat..kte nak kuar en..
kikon: adoi..lupe pule aku..okok..aku mandi jap.

ouh..lupe la..da set nak kuar malam nih ngan amoy , pkey , echa n amoy..pkey dtg umah aku..ouh..adik pkeyt pom ade gak..pe tah name dye..mia kot..dlm kete aku cite kt pkey pasal kawin , jackie n si dia..urm..aku da tade mood nak kuar...tp kwn² punye pasal..juz smile..lepas amek amoy n echa..kitorg g makan jap..start dari tu..aku try call si dia..x dapat..berkali² la call..aku start la sedih n ta de mood...pkey n the gang da prasan..start dari tu aku da kne bahan da..siot la diorg..diorg tau kisah aku ngan jackie..juz a bestfren..diorg tau kisah aku ngan si dia..juz a fren..habis makan..kitorg g curve...pegi karo'..hobi kami..

sampai curve..amek room karo'..pkey ajak lawan pool..huii..pantang di cabar..aku accept je..tp aku kalah..lebih memalukan..aku juz score 2 balls je..hurm..aku da dalam dilema..kne bahan lagi..pastu g la masuk room..nak karo' plak..pergh..baru 2 lagu..suare da lari da..ta pna camni..huii..tape la..malas la nak nyanyi..kang ribut taufan pule..biar la kwn² aku nyanyi...semua lagu yang diorg nyanyi diorg tujukan tuk aku..lagi sadis babe..menusuk² ke dalam hati..aku try cal si dia berkali² tapi x dapat juga..hurm..hati mule bercelaru..risau..resah..gelisah..crazy gyle malam tu..tym diorg nyanyi lagu² sadis tu..pkey pluk aku..urm..tym diorg nyanyi² tu..aku sedih n almost nak nangis..haa..tapi aku gelak² je nak tahan perasaan sedih tu..lagu yang btul² buat aku sedih tym tu lagu luluh dinyanyikan oleh pkey n dari sinar mata...

lepas abis karo'..sesi pornography pule..ahuhuhu..kitorg snap² pic kat depan cinileisure tuh..hurm..aku ta mampu nak senyum tym snap pic..teringatkan si dia..mengape dye x reply txt aku..mengape dye x answer call aku..aku try call dye lagi..x dpt..try txt..x dpt..damn..aku da start blaming my self..wut hv i done..wut hv i done..tape la..kwn memang la ramai tapi..entah la..am i lost in my own world..?

im so sory amy..
dont u eva do this to me anymore...

Lost in the darkness hoping for a sign
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony cause I just do not know
where you are
but one thing is for sure
u r always in my heart

Beloved frens

From left : Echa , P-key , Leng Moy && Miea

Tentang dia

Semalam setelah penat bekerja..P-key datang menjemput untuk pergi overnite seperti dolu² yang sudah tidak seperti dolu² lagi..yela en.dulu sume naik scoot ramai² keliling KL..tapi skarang da tade da..sume da ade kete n ahli pom semakin berkurangan disebabkan persengketaan lalu..tapi x kesah la en..kawan still kawan..

dari ampang turun KL..lepak kat kampung baru jap makan..haha..pape ta..ade ke masak tom yam bubuh lala..xley bla langsung..seb baik aku x makan..mase tu aku 3 org je..pkey , leng moy n aku...tunggu echa dari shah alam dengan membe dye sampai lambat gyle..bosan lepak kg baru..pegi BB..tempat biase kitorg lepak dulu²..teringat zaman scoot dulu..hehe..pegi kacau maknyah kat situ..makan aiskrim mcd..pastu g blakang 7e kt situ..jadi gyle jap sebab kegilaan yang melampau tggu echa nih..lembab gyle..membe dye bdk melaka tu bwk kete lembu ke pe turun KL..hui..atlast..pegi pule ke dataran sambut merdeka jap..huhu..gyle ke ape..call echa suruh membe dye dtg dataran..hee..

then jumpe echa..echa dtg kat aku dari jauh..dye lari ketakutan..aku terkejut tgk echa pakai dress..huii..selama ni pakai jeans je..ta pna pakai dress..huhu..echa lari dari bdk melake tu..ade ke baru 1st meet da ajak balik umah..bodo tul dak tu..hee..pastu kitorg rampas echa dari bdk melake tu..then kitorg bla lepak kt hartamas..echa pule nak mkn..haha..makan pisang bdk melake tu..da la macam budak skola..entah dusun mane tah dtg..haha..

pastu pegi la hartamas..sesaje nak lepak teman echa makan..tym [egi hartamas tu jln gyle jam..sebab ade event Freedom tu..huuu...rugi ta pegi...xde tiket pule..biarla..then lepak hartamas..bta sampai 30 minit duduk pastu abangku yg 1st call..

Eram : Weyh kau kt ne..?
Kikon: aku kt hartamas..nape..
Eram : aku ngan jackie nih..kau tunggu situ..sat g aku dtg..
Kikon: hah..?camne kau ngan jackie plak..?knape ngan jackie weyh..?
Ackie: ca'a.. ( lemah tak bermaya )
Eram : jackie da lost gyle..seb baik aku jumpe dye kat freedom tu..
Kikon: adoi..jackie ok x..?
Eram : kau tunggu situ aku dtg..
Ackie: ca'a..kau kat mane..
Kikon: aku kat mamak sblah 7e ni..

TENTANG JACKIE

lepas abang aku call..aku tunggu je diorg sampai..damn..aku da ta senang duduk da..risau gyle..tatau pe jadi kat ackie my bff..pastu abang aku sampai..

Eram : weyh kau masuk cepat bongok..
Kikon: ackie kau ok tak..
Ackie: ca'a..aku takot..seb baik aku jumpe abang kau..
Eram : tadi jackie sorg2 je kt freedom tu..dye da lost..seb baik aku jumpe dye..nyaris kne angkut tadi..
Kikon: aku ngan kawan aku nih..nak g mane..?
Eram : kau ikut aku cepat..g umah aku ah..aku bawak kete ackie nih..bdk2 aku sume da balik da..
Ackie: ca'a..( lost )
Kikon: pkey..aku ugent la..sorry syg. i gtg..
Pkey : sokay bro..aku paham..pegi jage ackie..
Kikon: thx..esok jumpe sok..

aku trus dok blakang kete..pastu abg aku drive..aku peluk ackie dari blakang..then ackie pegang aku rapat n kuat...aku dapat rase ackie dalam ketakutan n sadness yang mendalam..dalam kete tu jackie cite la pelan2..dye pegi freedom tu sorg2..dye kne tinggal ngan kakak2 angkat dye..sampai freedom tak jumpe diorg..jackie lost dalam tu..dye stress sbb keje n masalah2 dye..seb baik abg aku jumpe..abg aku cite..dye nampak ramai orang keliling jackie..mule2 abg aku tak cam tym kat dlm tu..pastu abg aku tman jackie keluar cari kete dye..lepas tanye name baru la abg aku prasan..damn..lucky..klu x tatau la pe jadi kat ackie..


sampai umah abg aku..diorg sambung party kat umah tu plak..ramai membe2 popcoholic de dalam umah tu..its like gathering balik bdk2 popcoholic..aku pom layan x layan la en..nak kne jage ackie lagi..aku dok la kat sofa..jackie tdo kat kaki aku..dye pegang erat peha aku..hurm..sian aku tgk jackie..stress gyle..biar la..malas nak join party..dok tgk tv je..seb baik x ramai org..risau aku kt jackie..dye still x dpt lupe tym dye lost sorg2..how lucky she is..

then jackie bangun..kitorg sembang2 la lepas rindu..jackie always cakap.." ble la caa aku nak ade gf " n " aku tak kisah kau gay..ngaku je..aku terime kau la caa " ..cis..tadi lost senyap je..da ok bising2 pule..abg2 aku n kawan2 dye sume ske kat jackie..urm..entah la..pastu tetibe tah camne bley sembang pasal kawin..jackie cakap..mak dye redha dye ngan bf dye.." si polan tu syed , elok la kau syarifah "..huu...mengape hah..harus ke..?pastu mak si polan tu pule cakap " urm..xyah tunang..trus nikah je " ..damn..tym tu aku sedih plus happy..urm..damn..i'll always support my frens..eventho i love her..then jackie ckp " gyle ke aku nak nikah skarang..aku mude lagi..lagi pom aku mesti kawin ngan polan tu nye.. " i still can't accept it..

ada apa dengan nama..
ada apa dengan keturunan..

mayb it's LOVE..


im happy for u jackie..
happy eva afta..


LOVE.FREINDSHIP.TRAGEDY




atoi..
kau ta pna rase camni lagi toi..
kawin doi..