Monday, July 11, 2011

My Black Star


Well ...

:') i juz can smile..its too late for me..
my fault, - i shud befren wit his parents 1st..
n im not gud enough to be a man..

refer to my older entry titled " The Other Man"
i dun know how a man can be like other man..
it's so cruel..

hee..

story about me..
i mostly known as a man with star.
obsess wit stars..
baju bintang , belt bintang , rantai bintang n hati pon ala² bintang..
hehehhe

dulu time i wild sket..sket je x byk pon..
urm.moderate je kot i punye wild tu..
i ade rantai bintang..green colour woh~
i pakai rantai bintang since i 1st sem lg..
i loike it so much..
i wore it evrywhere
but then hilang..
so i bought a new one.
black colour punye~
bintang hitam tu lg jahat sket la..
kunun² laaa..
bintang hitam tu ibarat hati i yg hitam , empty...
wawawawa..

and then i jumpe u...
n i ade cinnn~ dgn u..
i pna niat since i wore the green star lg. ( lame tuu~ 2yrs lebih jugak la i wore rantai bintang tu )
if i ade gf..i'll give d star to her..
ibaratnye i bagi u hati hitam i n i takkan kembali kpd kehitaman tu..
n u r d girl yg i trust n gv d star to u..
n i igt i bg tym bufday u dulunnn~
kerna of u i berubah mcm²..
thx~

u tau knape i bg bintang hitam tu?
kernaa..

u coloured my heart la syg..
mcm pelangi owh~
n u mepenuhi hati i yg dikosongi nihh...aduhnye~
no more black² colour in me lagi..
♥ ♥ ♥

n then u..
after d broke up..
i wish sgt i wanna be like ' The Other Man '..
gile² punye..
kunun nak huha sane..huha sini..
tu yg i nak sgt bintang hitam i tu..
tapi..
i x reti n i x mampu da..

tym i amek rantai tu..
i igt i nak buang rantai tu depan u..
but when i see ur face..
i hold it..
tatau knape..

tym i blk dgn kwn i tu..
ktorg stop dkat tepi jln..
sembang² pasal rantai tu.
dye suruh buang cuz dye ckp that's not me anymore..
i 50 - 50 nak buang ke tak..
i duduk..
i men pusing2 kt jari rantai tu..
but then..
tetibe buah bintang tu tecabut hilang entah ke mana....
telah ditakdirkan..
i buang rantai yg i syg tu.


hee xp
i da temeroyan da nih..


p/s:

malam bulan terang , menyaksi bintang²
ku seru engkaulah pelangi cintamu





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