Away~~

i am so bzz rite now..
fucking tired n luv it..
practikal mode....
urm..
nop..
working mode..
yeah..
fast game team..fast game..
18 days to go..
this is the tym..


to leave them behind.

am i running away..??
hurm..

p/s:

eventho ppl always run away from me..
i dont like running away..
so tired lah..
urm..
am i running away..?

December

well..

it's december already..
urm..
12..
December.
12.12..

5 days more to go..
its almost a year.
but i still cant forget this date.


12/12/08

kau beri rasa yg berbeda
mungkin ku salah
mengertikannya yang ku rasa cinta

ouh..
i still can see me stood under a street light.
surrounded by a murky starlight.
n we had a fight that day.
i tried to talk to u slowly n careful as i can.
so i wont hurt u wit my words cuz i really need u n im sooo in love wit u.
i still remember the conversation between us.
n it's not juz about us.

1st tym i heard u cry.
1st tym u yelled at me.
n 1st tym u really mad at me.

pernah ada rasa cinta
antara kita kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun bayangmu slalu ada dalam setiap langkahku

im so sad.
n im crying too..
cuz im so intoo u n i love u wit full of my heart,.

untill now ..

p/s :

mengape tuhan jadikan kita hanya dengan satu hati..?

cepu cemas.

Soalan cepu cemass...



Who is getting on your nerves right now?
-

urmm..
i still confius bout this question since last year..
ade 2 answers jep bile aku tanye member².
but i still dont got it.




ouh.
forget it.
btw .
baru² ni..
bukan baru laa.
dlm 3 weeks nih..
bile i nek kete jep ngan membe²..
slalu i nek kete sume ngan racer² en..
bile dyorg speeding nak mampos...
tetibe i terasa takot plak.
tatau nape...
selame ni ok jep..
syok bile mencelah² di traffic en..
tp tu laaa..
this lately cemas semacam jep..haaa..


semalam i titon ngan kwn i sorg nih..
lame da ta jumpe dye...
so ktorg sembang² la pasal keje n sume² tu..
then tetibe dye ckp kt i..
if nk bercinta.
sediakan rakit cinta.. <--- cannot go.
so nnt tak hanyuuttt.. haaaaaa..tau lah tgh in love en dye tu..
tu bg dye laaa..
bg i..
sediakan kapal selam.
walau badai ribut melandaa..
still saveee..... lg selamaaaaaaaattttttt.........
sambil menyelam.. minum airrr~~

ouh²..
smlm.. before i went to sleeppp..
i penat , lemau sume² tu en.
n i really need to talk wit sum1..
kwn² i sume da titon..
so..
i check my contact list...
cari laaa num sape² yg i nk kacau...
hurm..
cam xde sape jepp nk call..
cuz byk da contact num yg i blacklist kn..
maksud blacklist tuu bukan nye mean cam musuh².
tp mean " hak milik org len " .. hehu...
tak paham g mamposs..
then i found this 1 num..
i knal dye..dye knal i..
&& i tau story² pasal dye skett² n same goes to her...
dye pom student at puncak gak..tp ta pnaa lepak..
yelaa..student acc en...ahuhu..
so i call dye..hahha..
she's so sengalll..
dye tanye nape i call dye..
i ckp..
" anggap this is like foreign to foreign conversation. "
kind of syok weyh..
korg bley cerita everything kt foreigner..
dyorg juz buat² paham jep..
tu la salah satu redakan tekanan..
hahaha..

byk da merepek nih..
daaa~~

p/s:

sy kegemukan.

Kejutan O_o

im totally terkejut.
ini adalah jeritan terkejut yg terkumpul bg minggu ini..


Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghhhhhhhhhhhh..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and ini kejutan untuk hari ni yg byk gak terkejut la sy..


Huuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Byk nye kejutan mnggu nihh..haih -.-"
tatau nk cite yg mane satu cuz its all full wit controversi n byk ' things ' yg terbang....

story nya~~

Tadi g tgk bola kt artamas square nun...
tym tgh park kete..
tetibe ade kete buat gangster plak nk parking skali ngan kitorg..
siot jep..
pastu mamat dlm tu usha² panas plak..
then i kuar la dari kte..
pastu tetibe ade org pggl name sy..
sy pom pandanglahh..
wahhhhh<--- kejutan pertama..
rupanya yg pggl sy itu BOB..kwn abg sy..lame ta jumpe dye.
patut la park kete pom cam gangster..da mmg gangster pom..
hehuuuuuu...n berat badan dye semakin..
terbang tinggi<--- terbangan pertama.
then tgk la vola..
arsenal vs sunderland..
waaaahhhhhhh.........<-- kejutan kedua..
arsenal kalah...ahahhahahhahaha..
arsenal terbang ke bawah carta <-- terbangan dua..
pastu Man U plak lawan..
hehoheho <--- kejutan ketiga..x terkejut sgt laa..
Man u menang dowh..
Man U dpt terbang ke atas carta <--terbangan ketiga..

cerita tambahan..

td pkey g bli kad uno tym tgk vola tuh..
huiihh..
da lupe da cane men uno tu..
last men pom tym darjah 6..
hahaha..sokay..so blaja men lg skali..
byk gak la menang...
pasni nak men kad happy family plak nxt tym lepak..hahhaa...
suggestion nnt nak try tuka style plak..
tym lepak tanak men card cam org len,,
kitorg nak men dam ular...
lg syyyoookkk~~~~~~~ hehu...
ok...

kejutan yg sebenar...
jerit jap....

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh........??????!!!!!!!!

lepas sampai umah lepas abes tgk vola td..
kwn i yg bffffffff tu ade call..
dye nak pinjam acc facebook jap..
dye ckp nk buat pe tah..
dye nk tgk profile sorg girl camtu kot..
tp dye ta cite lg hal sebenar kat i...
sokay la en..
then i feel cam sumtin yg tak kena..
so i on9 la jap..
i tgk la profile kwn i tuh...

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&....
ini kejutan keempat..
kejutan agak maut la jugak...

Huaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......................ahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhahahahah.......................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt terkejut na mapos..
tp ta mampos sgt la sbb cam da expect bende ni dari awal en..
rupe² nye dlm hati ada cinta gitu..
then sbb terkejut sgt..
i trus update blog nih...
ahhahaahhahahha..
sokay la u..
u tak cite lg pom i cam da dpt tau daaa..
haaaaaaaaa.......................

" bila kita tutup mata kasar , mata hati akan terbuka..
bila mata hati suda terbuka..
semua yang mata kasar tak nampak akan kita nampak.. "

p/s :

ouh ya
lupa pule terbangan yg keempat
terbangan yg paling tinggi sekali tuu
sampai boleh capai bulan dan bintang
tinggi tuu
kan deana kan
hehe

Ada apa dengan nama o0o

Haih..
Im so tired..
But..
Im happy cuz i got a lot of knowledge and also new NICKNAMES.
The names that given to me are so irretating but .. i'd learn to like it.n day by day.i can accept it.

Jak

Jak is given to me by Abg Baq - U - the low profile pro cam man.
He is so nice n byk pot pet pot pet to us.
He called me Jak cuz its hard for him to call me ja'a. -.-' pe yg susahnye aku pom tatau.
I dun like people call me Jak cuz 1 of my fren yang totally busuk call me by that name also.
I always avoid him.but he is my classmate btw..taaaakk elooook~ ckp dye busuk.

Jason

Jason plak..
haih.
sounds like so crist u kno.
i kind of hate it.
but..
accept je la..
Jason is given to me by Abg Lan - the boom man.
he's sooo kering and looks like batang boom also..hehehe..
gile Abg Lan tuh..
He called me by that name cuz he forgot my name and juz remeber the word J.
and gave the " crist sounds like " name to my bff also.
He called fath as Joseph , lan as Gabriel and Helmi as Xavier.
banging kan.
tu tym dye tgh gyle and bengong.

both Jason and Jak are my nicknames while in production.
but in office..
urggh..
eventho that name sounds so cool but i hate it cuz...

Don Sa Le ( Bi )

Don Sa Le and Don Sa Le Bi are stand for ..
urm..
haha.
biar la rahsia..
btw..
i like how its sound eventho the meaning is so humiliating.
Don Sa Le.
agagaga..
bongong dyorg nih

p/s :

cb.
diu.
ham+chan.
ngong.
ngek.
oOo.
t(-.-t)

Mes Square

Haih..
da start practikal..
sgt SYOK~~~


byk bende sy blaja even baru 2 hari je kt sane.
syok..
dyorg sume sporting..
termasuk bos² sy..
hehe.
byk ayat baru juga sy blaja..
like menyun , jandal n mcm² lg.
ckp pasal ayat baru blaja..
ahaha..

aritu i ngan cha n pkey g jln² kl...
mule² g mkn kt segambut..
then trus grak artamas..
bosannye~~~
abis satu kl kitorg ronda².
then tym tu kt cheras au..
da nk kuar cheras da nih..
i saw 1 building yg tinggi dari jauh..
kt top of the building ade la signboard building tu..
bercahaye biru.
i nampak cam SOLARIS..
so i cam pelik lah..
i ta pna dgr building name solaris kt ctu..
i tak pandang sekeliling pom.
i pandang je la building tu sampai nk dkat..
sbb i rabun jauh.
nk tau gak en name building tu..
tym nk dkat building tu.
tetibe solaris tu jadi SQUARE.
ouh..teruk gak rabun i nih.
i tatau plak square pe an..
lpas tu..
da dkat..
btul² bawah building tuh..
i nampak MES SQUARE plak.
ouh..
building nih MES SQUARE..
i sebut la kuat² n tanye kwn² i tu building ape.
then dyorg gelak cam nak mampos..
dyorg ckp kuat²..

" TU BUKAN MES SQUARE , TU TIMES SQUARE LA UDANG...!! "

la..
i tgk surround i..
baru i prasan da sampai simpang besar times square..
i tgk blk btul² building tu..
rupe²nye huruf TI dye tak berlampu.
rosak..
ngok.
pastu i maki la tyms square tu..
siot..
rabun rupenya.ahuhuhuu..


Mes square = Times square
Menyun = Menyundal
Jandal = Jantan Sundal.

p/s :

bahasa menunjukkan bangsa.
budi bahasa budaya kita.

SHOES.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear my lovly fucking shit.


U know it rite.
every1 hv their own shoes.
me also hv my own shoes.
n need to take gud care of it.
dun mess up wit my shoes.
cuz u kno me rite.


hurm..
like u said.
i knew things.
i knew everything rite..!!

it's not the ' things ' yg berubah.
it's u..
u need to walk back through ur memories..
u'll got it..
or u need me to tell u..?

girl..

plsss..
in ur situation..
i know wut's wrong n wut's rite.
cuz im a boy..!!
u know me well rite..
but u r not listen to me.
listen..
u need to listen carefully..



u know..
u r so damn selfish girl.
cuz of 1 guy.
u changed.
i hate it so much.
u had change a LOT..!!
n its all not worth it.
I REALLY hate it.
wut u got..
wut DID u GOT girl..??!!!!
like u said before..
i KNEW everything.....
YES..
i KNEW EVERYTHING..!!!!!


u NEED to face d fact.
it's not worth for u n ur SHOES..

yeah..
u can say it..
i had change too..
cuz of 1 girl..
but i STIL GOT my shoes on.
cuz im not change into sumthing so DAMN FUCKING SHIT PEOPLE..!!


it is not about u and ur sadness n shoes..
how bout us....
US...!!!
dun u eva think we're not loving u.
oh gosh..
u make me sad..
im afraid things not gonna be the same anymore.